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but i still feel his hands on me.
like they never left.

the flashbacks ripple back in when i zone out.
and now all i can seem to feel is his hands on me,
placing them wherever he desires.

there's a truth no one seems to believe.
they believe the man who took whatever he wanted.
but as they say,
"you asked for it."
"you wanted him to fuck you"
but i didn't.

he forced it on me.
he forced his pleasure while he also forced my pain.
the pain that never seems to leave.

i can still feel his hands on me,
even when i scrubbed harder and harder with so much soap,
wishing the feeling would disappear.

i can still see the blood he caused,
the bruises he placed into my skin.

i still feel his hands,
over and over i wish i never had.

my lover poetsWhere stories live. Discover now