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but it's not the same feeling when i look in the mirror lately.
lately, i don't feel quite pretty.
lately, my stomach looks too big.
lately, my ass looks as though it has gotten smaller.

lately, i don't think i'm good enough. pretty enough.
i haven't been calling myself beautiful lately.
and god i so wish i have been.

lately, i see girls i wish i was as pretty as.
wondering, am i really beautiful?
am i really pretty enough?
because, i don't think i'm the prettiest girl in the world.
how could i be when all of these girls look like that.

i hate it.
i hate having to criticize myself lately.
i hate it.
i want it to stop.

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