It's Okay(NSFW)

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N had been avoiding Uzi for a long time and often did not come back until she was asleep, which she knew because she woke up in N's arms occasionally hearing him mumble to himself.

She tried telling him about it but then he just left saying he was low on oil although V was content so she knew he was the one not getting enough.

Luckily he did stop by every once in a while to come and check on her when she was in the landing pod—though he made sure to keep visits brief. When he didn't find Uzi he checked their bedroom he was content when he saw a lump in the bed thinking it was Uzi but when he went over and gently pulled the covers he saw a bunch of pillows.

That's when he heard a lock sound and saw Uzi standing in the room.

The first thing he noticed was that she wasn't wearing her jacket, just a black spaghetti string shirt; without it, he could see her scar in full view. He didn't like it.

"Um" was all he said the situation left him confused. He just watched her walk to the mattress up until she sat down and then proceeded to cross her arm.

When he didn't say anything else she started the conversation. "Why have you been avoiding me N?" She asked rather bluntly.

Of course, N's first instinct was to deny any of this. "W-what? No, I'm not avoiding you!" 

'Your Lying.' The voice said but he just told it to shut up.

"You don't hang out with me anymore." She pointed out. "You don't even speak to me, you don't even look at me, did...did I do something wrong?" She trailed off, sounding distressed it was so unusual for her.

'Oh no don't look at me like that.' N thought the last thing he wanted was for his friend to be sad he just wanted to keep Uzi safe.

"Are you angry because of-" Uzi was looking at her arm and N already knew what she was going to say he rushed over to his friend and grabbed her shoulders with both his hands the sudden movement took Uzi completely by surprise as she looked up at him he proclaimed? "No, it's not that! I will never be mad at you for that. I just don't want you getting hurt?"

Uzi was even more surprised by N's statement. Hurt what did he mean by that and then it clicked.

"It's my oil isn't it?" His body froze, and she had the answer she needed. "I knew it. Stay here I'm going into the storage room." Uzi said unlocking the door and just as she was opening the door N slammed it shut using one hand.

"No!" He did everything he could to try and resist her oil after last time, after Uzi's method of drawing out oil he wasn't going to give into temptation if he did he feared the voice would grow louder and something terrible would happen to her.

"You idiot if you keep resisting you'll snap just take the damn oil!" The voice used a very aggressive tone less calculated than it usually is.

"N" Uzi spoke up he must have spaced out. "Listen I know you're afraid of hurting me, but it's okay." She turned around facing N with a smile. "Because I know you mean well and you'd never really hurt, I just want to help you N I care about you." She got closer pulling N into a hug.

'How does she do it?' N thought a moment ago he felt so angry and ashamed but now he feels so happy he can still hear her oil sloshing around and the sweet scent it gave off only got stronger with her so close to him, and even though his mouth began to salivate he felt more in control he picked her up it was easy since she was so light and set her down on the mattress.

Uzi was caught off guard by this she didn't expect the situation to take a turn like this only wanted to make her friend feel better. "N," She said she wanted to know what he was trying to do.

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