Beauty Lies Within

47

I woke up to today with a splitting headache, I check around to see I'm in my room.

I let out a sigh before I start to reminisce about what happened yesterday. Weirdly I feel great today,I feel a bit little weight and it is like a burden has suddenly been lifted off me.

I got up from my bed and went into my bathroom to freshen up and take some Tylenol to my headache go away. I look a myself in the mirror and I look like a zombie.

I think I dozed off in Nik's embrace and he brought me to my room. Thinking of that I hope he left yesterday.

After taking my bath, I went back into my room and checked the time.

What! It was almost mid day,thank God I didn't have work today,well on the other hand I'm the boss so.....

I decided to wear some thing casual today,so I went somewhere sweatpants and sweatshirt since the whether is chilly here. I can snow at any time , I wore some comfortable shoes and head out to check up on my son and kids.

Once I was out of my room I walk in the hallway way and just before I got to Franco's room and see figure standing inside room holding some thing that look like a picture frame in the hands.

I slowly and quietly walk to the door , only to see Nik standing there only the picture of
Fernanda a week before she died.

I could see tears falling from his eyes,he then sense my presence and turns to face me.

He immediately pulls me into hug and keeps whispering how sorry he was for leaving me alone.

"I'm so sorry for leaving you alone Amy, I'm so sorry for not being there our daughter. She died not knowing her father loves her so much."he continues sobbing and I didn't know what else to do.

This is a really awkward situation,

"Can I meet her. Please Amelia lemme see her and beg her for forgiveness, to tell how much I love her"he pleads.

I don't whether it was a good idea but he is her father so I can't deny him the right.

"Okay,but we have to go today be tomorrow the cemetery isn't opened"I say before leaving not giving him a chance to reply.

When I got downstairs I saw Franco playing with Max happily and Chleo watching them giggling.

Franco then raised his head a spot me standing there with a smile.

"Mummy!!"he yells excitedly before coming to hug me.

"Mom"max also says running to hug, while the little girl sits there with sad eyes..

"Good morning mummy. Daddy said you were sick that is why you couldn't make breakfast today"Franco says, after I carried him.

"Yes mom,are okay feeling better now"Max asks

"Yes I'm fine,why you two go upstairs and change your dress we going out" I say and their smile widen

Before I knew it they were both running upstairs.

"Hey no runn.....urrgh this is useless" I say to myself before walking to sad girl Infront of me

"Hey sweetie, what is wrong?" I ask softly

"I don't have mommy like Frankie and Max. You said you won't be my mummy" she says with glistening eyes.

"I'm sorry sweetie, I was going cokovoko" I say and she giggles.

I picked her up and settle her on my waist.

"So will be my new mummy"she asks and I nod my head.

"Yay,I have a mummy like the rest of my friends"she says happily.

After 30 minutes, everyone was finally ready and we headed out.

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After an hour of driving we finally arrived at the cemetery,we made sure to buy new flowers for her.

"Mummy why are we going to see baby sister. Today isn't not a special day" Franco said confused.

"Baby don't you remember you promised to bring daddy back to her?" I asked and he nods before realization dawns to his little brain.

We entered the cemetery and we passed through alot of graves before finally reaching my baby's. Nik was on his sobbing already.

"I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry I didn't get to see you. I'm sorry you didn't get to see me,I wasn't there for you to experience a father's love. I may not know baby but I love you already,I missed you. Please don't hate me. I know you hate me, please don't.Please forgive me princess, I have been a horrible father to you and your brother"he says while sobbing .

Franco suddenly went to hug him from behind.

"It is okay daddy, Fernanda doesn't hate you. She is happy you are here and you didn't forget her. She said she loves you very much and you should stop crying. She is happy up there with nonno and auntie Isabella. She said she'll see us one day"Franco and I felt a tug in my heart.

My baby could see his sister all this while.

"Sister meet daddy and Max and Chleo, our siblings. We love you too"he says with a grin before coming to hug me.

We all took turns talking to her.

"Hello my name is Max,you older brother,I didn't get to meet you but I love you already"he says and it brought a smile to my face.

"Hello I'm Chleo and I love you. We'll tea party tomorrow. Come"she says and I let a small chuckle.

After spending some quality time with her and was time to go home.

Sorry guys for the late update,got alot on my mind.

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