No Control (L.S BDSM)

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This chapter was edited the 15.02.2023

Harry Edward Styles:

His dominance is running around in my veins, and I don't know how to respond to his intimidating eyes. The closer I get to him, the more of myself I feel like giving up for him. I am here Louis, and I'm ready for you. My heart is beating on your purpose. I want you, all of you. But I don't understand, I got so many questions. You don't flirt. You don't show love. But yet you tell me you want me. How do you want me Louis? Is this how you show love? I'm blind, and I want to know you. Can you please let me? Know you, touch you and love you. It's just been a few days, but I want to be yours, and call you mine.

"Then have me" I tell him.

"It's not that easy Harry" he let out a heavy sight. Then tell me. Because I don't understand. I'm sitting here, as you say longing for you, then why won't you let me do so? Why can't we just be us?

"I don't understand, can you please explain this to me?"

"You want the fairytales of love, don't you? The man to buy you flowers, to go on dates with, to grow old and have children with" he says bringing up the sarcastic voice of his. I thought that was the kind of relationship everyone had. Did anyone wish for something different than this?

"Yes I do want that. But I want you more" I respond. I would sacrifice anything for him. I have never felt so needy for a man, for him, ever before. He has turned my life around in who knows how few hours.

"Harry, what I want isn't something anyone would want" if it gives me you then I will do it.

"Isn't my want for you enough? I like you very much, and you know it"

"Harry I want you to be my submissive. I'm into BDSM, do you know what that is?" he says now holding both of my hands in his, and staring right into my eyes. It felt like he was eating my soul with his eyes.

"You controlling me and I obeying you? Fifty shades ish" I said hoping my answer would satisfy him. I remember that night Niall made me see those three movies. The first one was just crazy, while "Freed" actually was hot. Most likely because they at the point both were in love and had some interesting sex.

"You got to understand Harry that I like this play/lifestyle because I like dominating and being in control. I don't do it because of some demons inside of my head which Christian Grey had. As a submissive you follow the rules the dominant sets up as a part of becoming a stronger human yourself. And if you break the rules you get punished to learn your lesson and become a better human" he explained. I tried to get my head to understand his words. But my mind was just focused on what was missing in his explanation, love.

"No love?" I asked. His eyes closed and he took a deep breath.

"No, I'm sorry. This is the way I like it Harry. Please research it and consider. I would really like to do this with you. I'm not going to deny that I want you and find you very attractive" he spoke. I felt my cheeks blush on his words about me. I nodded my head, agreeing to think about it.

"Please finish eating. You need it" he then said.

"I lost my appetite" I told him, and I could see him going through a hard process of not telling me to do as told. Must admit denying his words are quite funny. Maybe I'm a bad boy for him now.

"You are stubborn"

"And you find it cool" I laughed at his smirk.

"Do I really have to go to that lunch meeting tomorrow? Me and Niall was going to eat the delicious tacos in the cafeteria" I pouted.