No Control (L.S BDSM)

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This chapter was edited the 17.02.2023

Harry Edward Styles:

Look up, look into the bright skies of clouds. Each of them a thought you can walk into, a dream you can share. I'm sitting on one of them hoping for someone to join me. Because this cloud is only for two and can just be fitted by the one holding the same soul. Please come and mate me.

It always feels weird to be back in Chesiree. A place of pain, a place of pleasure and joy. I had my first girlfriend here, but no boyfriend to be found. I shared a lot of family memories that is still held by my heart, but the divorce of my parents can shatter it in millions. I have friends here, but how would they react if I said 'hi' to them again after time? Does time change anything, or will relations always be present? Do I even miss being here?

"Are you okay baby?" Louis asks placing his palm on my thigh. Is staring at me, instead of the road where his eyes should be if we want to walk out of this day alive.

"It's just strange being back you know"

"It will be nice seeing your mom again, wont it?"

"Yeah, she is the only reason we are here in the first place" I answered him. I wonder how this is going to end. My mom is pure joy, always so happy. And then we have Louis, the intimidating man who can stare a soul down in a kneeling position whenever he wants. They are the opposite, and I wonder if they even will find one thing in common which can get the conversations going.

"There" I said pointing out the house to Louis. It's probably smaller than his apartment, and too small for his billionaire living.

"Looks cosy. Reminds me a lot of your dorm"

"Apartment, thank you" I roll my eyes. Louis parked the car and got out. My mom was already running towards us. She came over and gave me a heart-warming hug before scolding me.

"What have you done to your arm Harry Edward?" she scolded me, her arms crossed. I could see Louis smirking in the background. He is enjoying this. Perfect, they found their first thing in common; keeping Harry safe and scold him whenever he does something that is dangerous.

"Your daughter is the criminal" I responded her, and walked over to hug Robin, my stepfather. When my mom and biological dad divorced each other, dad left for US for months, and I felt like he didn't care, nor want me anymore. I guess it's where all my trust issues and selflessness come from. Robin's arrival in one of my clouds helped me to gain some selflove, enough to be able to enjoy life. Now Louis is close to jumping onto my boyfriend dream cloud, but he doesn't even want to be there. The heaven is full of dreams, but some just can't be filled.

"Also known as your sister" she said and then laughed at me. A good sign that she isn't mad about my injury anymore. She is now taking the steps towards Louis.

"And you are the boyfriend?" she asked him. Staring him up and down just like a security guard at the airport. Believe me this isn't the first time my mom is doing this.

"Yes, Louis Tomlinson maam. Thank you for inviting me to your stunning home" Louis says. Oh my god he is kissing her ass, in hope to get on her good side. I think I'm going to puke. By now it sounds like he loves my mom more than he loves me.

"Well, I like you already. Come in please. I made chicken" mom told him and showed him towards the door. When we got in Louis greeted Robin, and I hugged my father. I stayed close to him as the family spoke to my 'boyfriend'.

"Well... you did very well. I'm looking forward to being the bridesmaid" Ella, my cousin said approaching me. She had a huge smile on her face, like she had been waiting for this her whole life.