No Control (L.S BDSM)

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This chapter was edited the 19.02.2023

Harry Edward Tomlinson:

Christmas times, a time where the true differences between people becomes clearer than ever before. The symbols of rich and poor, and the many ways of celebrating what's called 'the most wonderful time of the year'. And yes it is, for many, but still in the darkness and coldness there will always sit someone who don't know where they belong. As everyone else they just want to fit in within the categories we humans has decided is normal. Everyone wants to be safe and sound, loved and to be held in their sleep. So, when things get hard for someone you know, or haven't gotten to know yet, then invite them into your safe space, and build them up. Kindness combined with love can bring the warmest and most heartful gift to live. So let this Christmas be the Christmas where you remember to invest time and love in others too, just like you would've wanted and needed if you were put in their shoes for the Christmas evenings.

"Have you written down who you want to invite over for Christmas dinner yet?" Louis asks me as we walk out of the doctor office. Everything is well with star, and I'm looking forward to spending the afternoon together with my husband, even more now that I know he has a surprise planned. I wonder what on earth he is up to today. He keeps making me surprised, which keeps reminding me why I never can find him boring.

"My mom and Robin are coming. I think we should invite Sophie, she has had a hard time after the horrible wedding situation you know"

"Not a bad thought husband" Louis smiles opening the car door for me so I can jump into his Audi. He walks over to his side of the car and sits down.

"So, what is my surprise?" I ask him smiling excitedly towards him.

"Impatient aren't you? If you want to know I need to do one thing first" he says as I roll my eyes at his comment. Never ever he would expose his ideas before he wants to do it himself. He opens the airbag box and pulls out some sort of a toy. I wonder if each of his cars has its own unique set of sex toys he can bring into the lights if needed or wanted.

"Can't have you knowing anything until I say so" he says holding a blindfold in his hands. It doesn't take long until I feel the darkness arrive over my eyes, and I'm yet to see anything that can give me any hint for what my surprise might are. If I get to have a wish I would love to have some time with Louis, just the two of us. Usually there are always co-workers, a cook, a driver or even security guards around us at all times, and our love can therefore sometimes feel made up since we never are ourselves fully without the alone time.

"Can I at least have a hint?" I ask him through my frustrated row of thoughts. I don't like to not know. I'm too curious for my own good.

"I think and hope you are going to like it" he says. That's not a hint. But the way he spoke his words in a deep way made butterflies in my stomach awake, or it could be star kicking, not sure. I can't stop myself from getting dirty thoughts about whatever this surprise really is. Louis always brings in surprises in bed, why would it be different this time?

"Is it a sex dungeon?" I ask him right out of my thoughtful dirty brain, without thinking about how desperate I really sounded like when the words came out of my mouth.

"This baby keeps making you a little slut don't it. I won't tell you anything Harry" he explains, then put on some music on the radio. The Vamps sings "Jingle Bell Rock" and Maria Mena calms it all down with "Home for Christmas" as Louis keep driving towards wherever our final destination for this trip is.

"Are we there yet?" I ask him impatiently, just like a little kid tired of the long car rides to their grandmas house.

"Sooner than later baby. If you keep being this impatient I might have to spank your ass to get you calmer" he tells me grabbing my thigh with one of his hands and squeezing it.