No Control (L.S BDSM)

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This chapter was edited the 19.02.2023

Louis William Tomlinson:

Writing off a chapter of your life book is something you should reconsider. Even the most impossible things can happen, and the worst things formed a new direction that brought you where you are now. So, if you forget the chapter, will you still be as empathic for those who are in the chapter you decided to write off? Not so sure.

"Ready to leave husband?" I ask Harry as he has gotten dressed. Star has been in hospital for three weeks now, getting all the nutrition and growth he needs to be able to come home with us.

"Yes, lets start this new chapter of parenthood" he says smiling tying the last shoelace. I smile back at him, and then down at star who I'm holding safely in my arms. He is sleeping sweetly, with small snores, just like his daddy. Sometimes he makes small sounds, almost sounding like small words, in his sleep. Reminding me of my husband who talks in his sleep. I place Aster Louis Tomlinson in his car seat to carry him out to the car.

"Can I drive Lou?" Harry asks, making me roll my eyes deep down in my soul. Doesn't he remember the last time he drove us? I'm more likely to give him a speeding ticket, than ever letting him drive again. It's a reason why I hide the car keys.

"Even our son is going to get his drivers license before you"

"Like you are brave enough to ever let our son drive a car" Harry argues back as he settles in together with Aster in the backseat. Sometimes I really wish I could put Harry in a car seat like that, buckling him safely in as well. He keeps scaring me for life.

"You know we have been very lucky Lou. He never cries, puke and all that. He is just the easiest baby ever" he tells me while stroking his finger at star's cheek, looking at him with admire. We have grown so found of you son, every moment you spend together with us, the more we adore you.

"Well, they tend to say the easiest children are the worst teenagers, so I wouldn't take that celebration too early. And for your own sake you should've wished he was crying, because then I wouldn't have the heart to punish your ass. Don't think I will forget the stunt you pulled darling" I tell him looking at his reaction from the mirror.

"Hadn't forgotten about it" he mumbles under his breath.

"Good, Marion is watching over star when we get home, and I want you in my playroom by the second we arrive" I tell him strictly, I've been waiting too long for my own good to punish him and be able to forgive him and get the chapter out of my life. I pull into our driveway seeing Harry tens up. He takes star out of his carseat and cuddle him one last time before he hands him over to the overjoyed Marion who smiles widely where she stands at our entrance. He kisses star on the cheeks multiple times, making me impatient. I put my hand on his butt, and he looks up at me and nods his head and then take off to the second floor, where my playroom is waiting for his arrival.

"Papa and daddy loves you so much little man. Yes very much. Now you are going to be a good little man and take care of Marion okay? Make papa proud, while he takes care of daddy" I whisper into Aster's ear, giving him a kiss on his forehead. I walk off and hope Harry has gotten undressed by the time I arrive the playroom.

"Sorry Lou, I can't" he says sitting on the floor with tears streaming down his cheeks. He is naked except for one of my white t-shirts, that I keep in the playroom.

"Now little one, what has happened?" I ask him kneeling down besides him on the floor. He is no good alone there.

"You will never like me when I have the scar on my stomach" he says shyly looking to the different direction than where I'm sitting. I grab his chins turning his face in my direction. I look into his sad and scared eyes, seeing they are full of panic.