No Control (L.S BDSM)

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This chapter was edited the 18.02.2023

Harry Edward Styles:

The feeling love; deep down in the heart and soul. Everything has a start and an end they say. I know we have come so far from the start, but I'm every day dreading the end. Who would want something as passionate and important as love to burn out? But it doesn't have to end, that's for sure. Love can be ultimate, all parts just have to believe in it.

The morning sun is shining through the windows. The bed is empty besides me. Louis must've gone to work or for a run. The feeling of missing him is the worst feeling I ever experience. I reach for my phone and unlock it to go through today's 'to do list'. Fuck.

"LOUIS" I yell.

"He is out for a run Harry" Marion says as I reach the kitchen. Great. We are going to Ben and Sofie's wedding today, and we have totally forgotten about it. Louis is most likely already ready to suit up for work and expecting me to do the same. How could we forget a wedding? Have we been so selfish in our minds the last weeks that we cant think of other people than ourselves.

"Is it really today Ben and Sofie is getting married?" I ask her knowing she is also invited to the wedding, being Sofie's mom. I tried to sound surprise in the way the time has run by as a race car, not the fact that I've forgotten it.

"Yes, it's the 28th of September today hun" she says smiling. 28. Th. Of. September. The ending day of my contract with Louis, how could I even forget this? Is he even going to want me when this day ends? As I'm stuck with the thoughts in my head Louis walks in the doors, all sweaty. He moves closer to me and kiss me on my forehead.

"Anything wrong baby?" he asks me running his hands through my hair.

"It's Ben and Sofie's wedding today" I whisper into his ear, and his eyes turns wide. Great, my dear partner has forgotten about the wedding as well. Which kind of persons does this really make us?

"Oh yes, let's get ready" he says smiling to Marion as nothing happened. I walk up the stairs and Louis is closely following me behind. I don't even know if my suits fit anymore and wearing those colourful Gucci suits might take the attention away from the braid.

"Just wear them Harry, stop thinking so hard" Louis speaks up massaging my shoulders. He is already dressed in a smoking. Some men just have it so easy getting dressed... I nod my head and pick the pink one with some flower prints on. I try to style my hair, but it never turns out the way I want. I guess the bad feeling deep down in my stomach is ruining the day already. Someone is getting married at the same time as my contract runs out.

"Harry we have bad time. Come on" Louis yells for the fourth time but I ignore him once again. I need to look well enough for a wedding, and right now I don't.

"Harry Edward, we need to leave now" he says walking straight into the bathroom and scolding me.

"Look at my hair Louis"

"I am" he smiles.

"Yes, I need more time to fix it"

"No, we are leaving now. Don't make me spank your ass out of this room" he threatens me and slap my butt once.

"It's the 28th anyways today so I'm sure it's the last time anyways so I might say yes to that" I mock him and walk past him and downstairs. He yells at me to come back, but I don't. He got to respect I'm hurt by this day, and it's his fault.

"Harry wait"

"Harry Edward"

"Harry Edward Styles" the orders coming from his mouth once my once. His voice is coming closer as I'm sitting in the car, and he is closer and closer to being at the same place as me. And when he is he sits down besides me and crosses his arms and stare me down with his blue eyes.

"Want to explain your explosion of feelings?" he asks me as I cross my arms too.

"You know very well that you are going to end it with me the 28th of September" I say with a rude mocking tone to him.

"No need to be rude little boy. The 28th of September we were going to discuss the future of the contract if it's going to end or counties. Don't make new meanings of my words. And I thought we said we love each other baby, love is everything compared to the contract. So, whenever the contracts ends or not today, you are still my man Harry" he explains to me. So, I was basically so worried for this day because of nothing. And now I've been rude to him too.

"Okay.. I'm sorry Lou. Please punish me" I beg.

"You actually want me to punish you baby?" he asks unbelieving to the words that just left my mouth.

"Yes, I want the contract to continue daddy" I tell him, and I can see his body tenses and his eyes are turning in to sexual frustration. Oh, how much is he wanting to take me hard instead of going to this wedding.

"You have been a very bad boy Harry. Were such a rude boy to your daddy. I'm going to spank that cute little butt of yours thirty times then we will leave for the wedding. Except having a hard time sitting down during the ceremony" he whispers dirty and are rubbing his thumb on my chin. Louis put seat as far back as he can and tell me to lay over his lap as good as I can. I can feel the hand break pressing against my dick painfully.

"I'm starting" Louis says as the first spank hit my butt. By the tenth spank I'm starting to feel that he is putting on more strength with each spank he gives me. My cock is hard, and my underwear is getting wet my dick leaking out. On the twentieth spank I wriggle around in Louis's lap because of the pain of his hit. I suddenly hit the horn and the noise spread around in the neighbourhood. Louis smirked and called it a bit of humiliation of myself. But in my mind this was a symbol to them that I got a man, I love, who can play with me like he want.

When he finished he gave me a kiss and helped me back in my seat. Since we were already too late to arrive on time to the wedding Louis didn't have time to cuddle me, which was sad, but I understood it. Thankfully he always kept his hand in mine during the drive. When we arrived, it seemed like most people was about to leave the ceremony area

"God I hate you" Sofie yelled with tears streaming down her cheeks as she ran past us ready to get the hell out of here it seems. I wonder what we missed.

"Sorry Louis. He cheated" Marion quickly says before following after her daughter together with Marco. Poor Sofie. She has always been so sweet and then the man decided to cheat? What an asshole.

"Can we at least look at the flowers before we leave again Lou?" I ask him wanting to see how they decorated. He agrees and talk to some of the guest who still was here. I walk around and look at the beautiful flowers they had chosen, white as the bride. I wonder how I will decorate my wedding. I'm sure Louis would tell me to make the decisions, cant picture me and him discussing if we should go with white or black napkins. I guess he would just disagree if I went with a crazy colour.

"Harry come here" Louis says after some time.

"Do we have to leave already?" I pout and cuddle into his side.

"Our families are going to kill me for this, but I'm going to be brave enough" he says and give a kiss to my forehead.

"What are you talking about?" I ask him.

"Harry Edward Styles, do you want to marry me now?" and he is down on one knee with the priest in front of us.