My ARAH

Chapter 52

Light's POV

"What if I told you I actually prepare this for you, to ask you to be my official girlfriend. Will you say yes?"

I lost my breath for a minute after Russell said that. I don't actually know what to say. This is so much for me, this feeling is new and I don't know how to react for everything.

" I.. I.." I don't know what to say anymore, dahil natatakot ako na baka iba ang lumabas sa bibig ko, pakiramdam ko nga na ngingilid na ang mga luha ko.

"Before you give me your answer, can you listen to me?" mahinahon nyang sabi sakin, kaya dahan dahan lang akong tumango. Nakita ko namang ngumiti lang sya sakin bago nya sinabit sa tenga ko ang ilang hibla ng buhok ko na kumawala.

" All of this is my surprise for you. I've been preparing this since last week. And I already told your grandfather about my plan, and he give me his permission and so is Calvin. And kanina ko lang rin sinabi ito kay Khan at nagkataong kausap nya si Tita Aina kaya alam nya rin ang plano ko. I talked to Jie earlier, I told her my plan and told her to bring you to our farm. You see how beautiful it is right? Its my Dad favorite place." tumango lang ako sa kanya dahil hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko alam na para pala itong lahat sakin. At hindi ko alam na napagusapan pala nila ito ni Lolo Pa at Cal.

"Nanay Tessy give a flower right?"

"Y..yes."

"Do you know what is it?"

"Amm t..the other one is daisy and I don't know what's the other one."

"Its Lavender Rose. Lavender Rose symbolize love at first sight. I first saw Lili Marble in the magazine and I feel weird inside that I realize after that I feel in love at her at first sight in that magazine. But when I saw her confidently walking inside that conference room I said to myself I can't have her because where not in the same level even thought we're both a CEO. Yes we're a both a CEO but she has more achievement than me and I feel belittled. And then when I meet Light that night I felt the same feeling that I feel with Lili Marble when I saw her. And I thought I was a jerk because I feel in love at first with both of them. Hindi ko alam kong ano ang gagawin ko sa nararamdaman ko noon. Gulong gulo ako dahil hindi pwedeng dalawang babae ang gustohin ko lalo na noong naging malapit ako sa kanilang dalawa. Pero habang tumatagal, hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili kong ipagpareho silang dalawa. Iniisip ko yung mga pagkakatulad nila at palagi ko silang tinititigan pag may pagkataong magkasama kami ng hindi nya namamalayan. At noong nalaman kung iisa lang sila, nawala lahat ng tinik na naka tusok sa puso ko. Pakiramdam ko maiiyak ako ng oras nayun sa subrang saya. That Lili Marble and Light Linson is the same person, thinking about that I start thinking what should I do first for you to notice me. That's why I also give you Daisies, because daisies symbolize I love you truly despite your different character in life, despite everything that happened to you. I want to stay by your side through ups and downs. I want to fulfill my promise to your grandfather that I'll give love and happiness that you deserve. I will not promise not to hurt you because pain is the process of love. But I will promise to you that I will always stay by your side when you feel that pain. When feel sad, lonely and happy I will always be there for you. So Light Arah Linson Marble can you accept me as your boyfriend? " tuluyan ng tumulo ang mga luhang kanina ko pa pinipigilan dahil sa mga sinabi ni Russel. I don't know what did I do to deserve him. Or do I even deserve to be with him?

"Light? I can still give time of you want. I just want an assurance that you can be mine." nakangiti parin nitong sabi habang pinupunasan ang mga luha ko sa mata.