I'm gonna take on the world

Make a choice

Today (outfit 58) we were in a room at a table in front of a camera. The natural order of things for me. But for now the 3 of us were doing the morning announcements. Note to self make cue cards and not just read whatever is on the camera thing. Things were fine for Maya and I. Riley was having a hard time for some reason or another. Riley went first she told everyone who she was and what we were doing. But right now it was just rehearsal. Maya wanted to know why she was doing this but Riley was determined to make it perfect this time. When the camera turned on she messed up her name and then also what we were supposed to be doing. It was ridiculous and Maya and I couldn't stop laughing. And one of the things she was supposed to say was on what was for lunch but she said they were hot males.

And everyone in our class was watching her make a fool of herself. Including her dad. And Maya and I just laughed and laughed while Riley looked on with a straight serious face. And then Farkle came in. Hello news lady he called as he walked in. When he came in she called him Carpool. That just made us laugh harder. Change of plans maybe it was nerves. I'm not sure maybe it wasn't the script at all. Maybe she just needed to take a deep breath. Practice more. Not get inside her head. Get out of her own way. If only I could take my own advice. He was there to do a science moment he had once again as it seemed been nominated for something called the buggy awards. Congrats I tell him. I hope this year is your year. Maya says. Oh I never win he tells us. Awesome wish I could go but I don't want to and I'm sure the tickets are impossible to get. She said. Oh Maya hush. If I were able to go I'd fully support you. Also as you may know money is no object.

I have two he tells us. Then I just don't want to go. Maya says. Maybe someone whose earned it should get the second one. I suggest. Awesome which one of you will be Farkle's choice? He asks them or us I'm not sure. But he liked that I was a combination of the two of them and how I always supported him. I try my best to support my friends even if they're ideas are a little complex. Or say something like not understanding why they want to do it. Like Riley wanting to be a princess. I'm telling the world. Farkle must finally make his choice. Finally choose between his sweet angel whose smile lights up the path of goodness. Or my dark demon that unleashes something in me so terrifying I really want to know what it is. Or do I take the new comer a mystery to me yet familiar because she's the beautiful combination of both light and dark. MT: Me beautiful I thought to myself. I looked away. Maya told him she wouldn't be there when he found out. And when we were in class her father asked us who the greatest ally was of the US. Farkle he asked him. I'd like to help you sir but I've got too much on my mind. He admitted.

Feeling a little tense there Farkle? Is it buggy season? Yes and now that once I've chosen Riley or Maya to bring to the dinner or even Farrah since she's both of them and she's a way I can have them both at once. Then that means I let the other go. Or that I don't get to explore what could've been with a mystery. I'll go I'll go right now. Maya said. Maya it's not funny. I remind her. I think it will be sad when Farkle doesn't love us the same. Riley says. And the one he doesn't pick sobs as they reach out for him calling after him. And then we were once against asked who the greatest ally was. Ask Farkle or Farrah Sarah said. Canada! I raise my hand as Farkle stands up. You wanted one of us to say Canada didn't you? She's just a capable as answering questions. She's pretty and smart even if she's dyslexic. Do you want us to explain why or do I have to do everything? Farkle asked him. Everything you love that. Cory said. Look I really one want of you at the buggy's with me to pick me up when I lose again to Smackle. He tells us. It's just interesting that we turn to other ally's first when Canada is right next to us. I raise my hand. Yes Farrah? What am I? I ask him. Pardon? It's obvious about Canada seeing as there is most likely also a life lesson here but what does that make me?

Am I just a mystery? Am I just a combination of an angel and demon? Just a princess or a girl with a lot of money? A struggling student with a couple really loyal friends? Everyone has been together for so long and when I say everyone I mean these 3. Lucas and I are new even if they treat us like we've always been there. Who am I? I'm sorry continue. As I was saying..... He looks at me then back at everyone else. Maybe its because we know they'll always be there for us. That we take them for granted. He continues. Maya and Riley both wanted to sacrifice that other one of them go with him. But this is for Farkle to decide. At the apartment Topanga was having a book club and Ava's mother was in the apartment. And she was glad she had joined their book club. Maybe it was possible her mother wasn't as spoiled and bratty as her daughter. Her mother had a hard time believing that no one could be a fan of her daughter. So I stand corrected. She said the idea was decent and that this way they could have intellectual convos and then Topanga asked if she was British. Judy Ava's mother said no that she was just better than everyone else. Because obviously me being from England even if I don't have an accent that I think I'm better than everyone else as well too.