will- i love you.

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Im in class at my school (will and elevens new school), the bullies here always pick on me the most so it hasn't been a great day so far. They pick on me because I'm gay and out to the school, i actually am dating this guy from class will byers but in secret because he isn't ready to come out.
"Hey fag, this is for you." The boy that sits behind me says as he passes me a note.
I grab it and read it.
' hey, homo. Do us a favor and kill yourself. '
How original. Even tho I'm used to it it still hurts. Will knows i struggle with self harm and that I've been clean for a week. This really triggered me and i felt the urge to let it out in the best way i know how, by cutting.
WILL'S POV:
i notice someone pass a note to y/n Wich made him visually upset. I instantly get worried about him. I see him grab his pencil sharpener and put it in his pocket, then he asks to go to the bathroom.
My stomach drops as i realize what he's gonna do.
Y/NS POV:
i run to the bathroom and make sure it's empty. I grab the sharpener from my pocket with my shaky hands and grab it's razor. I take a deep breath and looks to my reflection on the mirror.. a week.. I've been clean from a week and now I'm going to fuck this up like i do with everything.
Hot strings of tears roll down my cheeks and i start cutting. I cut one.. two.. three.. four times, one cut deeper than the other.
By now blood is running down my arm dripping on the ground below me.
I break down and just start sobbing while i bleed on the floor.
WILL'S POV:
i ask to also go to the bathroom to go after y/n. I waited a minute to not make it look suspicious. I run out of the room to the bathroom. I open the door and see y/n sobbing on the floor and a bloody razor on the floor next to him. Shit.
"Y/n!" I say shutting the door and running to him.
I kneel down in front of him. He looks up at me and hides his arms.
"I'm fine."
"Y/n, show me your arms please love?" I say softly, knowing he's fragile rn.
He looks away and shows me his wrists. There are four very deep cuts bleeding out. I feel my eyes full with tears and i start shaking a bit.
"Love.."
"I'm so sorry will. I tried i swear."
"I know love, i know. It's ok I'm still proud of you for going a week clean. Well get through this together. Ok?" I say as i grab some paper and water to clean his arm.
"No it's not ok! I ruined everything.. now I'm making you worry, I'm a bad boyfriend. Maybe theyre right.. maybe i should just kill myself."
"No y/n don't even say that. -i say as i finish cleaning up the blood a bit then hugging him.- you are a great boyfriend. You helped me through so much. You helped me when i moved here, when i would have flashbacks and even helped me study when i was failing some classes.. you are the best boyfriend i could ask for. You are amazing and your strong and you care about me in a way no one has ever cared before and that's why I love you. My life is so much better because i met you.. so please don't do that.. don't leave me alone. I can't live without you."
He looks at me with a sad smile the kisses me.
"Thank you will.. i love you so much.."
"I love you too. -i say as i help him stand up and we clean his arm.- let's go to my house ok? We don't need to stay here today."
"Ok.. thank you baby." He says hugging me.
I give him e smile and we head home for the day.

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