Recently i came out as trans and pansexual to my older brother, Steve. He accepted me immediately and has been such a good person to me but our parents decided to pretend i didn't tell them and they ignore everything related to it.
I just wish I could feel ok being myself but every time I see myself in the mirror i just see a mistake. Why did i have to be barn as a girl? I wish I could be normal. I don't feel comfortable in my house anymore or anywhere.
I can't help but feel guilty for being like this and upsetting my parents. I know it's not my fault but it's hard.
Steve is currently working at his video store with robin his best friend and I'm home alone with my parents.
I decide to go out for a walk so i get my oversized hoodie and do what I can to make my chest flat. I head to the living room in order to walk out of the house but i accidentally stumble indo my parents.
"Why are you dressed like that, d/n? (Deadname)" my father asks.
"Because i like it? And can you please stop calling me that?" I say.
"But it's you're name."
"Not anymore, i told you my name now is y/n."
"Again with this? It's just a phase, you'll grow out of it." My mother says in an annoyed tone.
"It's not fucking phase! It's who i am and if you don't like that it's your problem not mine."
"Well we're not rasing an tranny."
"What the fuck is wrong with you? Just leave me alone."
"No your mother has a point y/n. We can't be seen around with a daughter like you."
"With a son like m-"
"You know what? Are you sure you're trans?"
"Yes."
"Great. Then get out of my house."
"..what?"
"You heard me."
"You're kicking me out?" I say with tears in my eyes.
"Yes, I'm not letting someone like you live here anymore. Pack your shit and leave."
"But i don't have a place to go-"
"I don't care, leave!"
"Fine."
I go to my room, lock the door and Break down on the floor. I can't believe this is happening. I should've just lied and told them what they wanted to hear..
I quickly pack my things and leave. It's the middle of the day so Steve is still working. I guess I'll go there and talk to him.
I make my way to the store he works at and walk inside. I see him and robin talking to each other's with no customers inside.
"Hi." I say walking over to them.
"Oh, hey y/n!" Robin says.
"What's up?" Steve asks.
"Mom and dad k- kicked me out." I say holding back tears.
"They what?!"
"Your joking, right?"
"They said they wouldn't let someone like me live there anymore."
"What the fuck is wrong with them? Kicking their own son out?"
"I'm gonna go talk to them. Stay here with robin." Steve says clearly angry.
"Let me go with you?" I say, not wanting to be apart from him.
"Fine. But only if robin can come too to keep an eye on you while i talk to them."
"Don't worry Steve I'll go with you two.". Robin says.
They flip the open sign to the closed side so no customers come inside while we're not here and we get into Steve's car.
We get to our house and walk out of the car.
"You two stay out here I'll be back in a bit." Steve says.
"Ok." Me and robin say as we sit on the bench we have outside the house.
Steve opens the door and walks in.
STEVES POV:
I walk inside and see mom and dad on the couch watching TV while drinking some beers.
"What the fuck is wrong with you two?!" I ask walking Infront of the tv.
"What do you want Steve?" My mom asks.
"You kicked y/n out?! Why the fuck would you do that? He's just a kid!"
"She's not our kid. Our kid isn't a tranny." My dad says, annoyed.
"He's you son! What he identifies with shouldn't change that! Hasn't he been through enough these past years? He deserves a family that loves him and that accept him not you two idiots."
"Watch your tone when you're talking to me, Steve." My dad says, getting up.
"I wish you two weren't my parents. And if you're gonna kick y/n out I'm also leaving. Someone has to take care of him."
"So you're really taking her side on this? Think about what you're doing."
"I'm thinking about my brother! Do you know how dangerous it is for him here out in the world? Just because he's who he is people will hate him without getting to know him. He doesn't deserve to go through that, no one does. He's a good person that's what matters. Even if you don't get that."
Y/NS POV:
I hear him arguing with my parents and the tears i was holding back starts rolling down my cheeks.
"Hey, it's gonna be ok. You two can stay with me until you get a place to live."
"I don't want to bother you-"
"You're not, trust me. Besides, i see you two as family at this point."
Steve walks out of the house and over to us.
"Steve I'm so sorry please don't move out because of me-"
He doesn't say anything, only hugs me like my life depended on it.
"It's gonna be ok." He says.
"I'm so scared.." i say between quer sobs.
"I know."
"You're a good brother Steve. You two are lucky you have eachother."
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Fanfictioncomfort one shots for when depression kicks in. remember ily and ur not alone<3 my dm's are always open if you need to talk. TW: depression, anxiety, self harm. #396🏅- anxiety #24🏅- sh #362🏅- mental health #703🏅- depression