technoblade- I'm okay.

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TW! i know this is a sensitive topic for some peopple.

I really fucking miss techno.. he was always there for me when I felt like giving up. He always made me smile and laugh and forget about all the bad things in the world and now that he's gone it's mostly that same darkness. I'm thankful for the other streamers because they also help me just as much but something was special about techno. I don't know why but he always felt like an older brother figure to me and that meant a lot.
I'm glad he's in a better place, hes probably taken over heaven by now. However i can't help but miss him. Miss his laugh, his jokes, his streams and person. I'm glad that he's not suffering any more and I'll try my best to smile when i remember him, not cry.
But for now at least for a little while longer I'll be needing you, friend.
As tears soak my pillow as i fall asleep to the sound of rain coming from outside.
~in a dream.~
Suddenly I'm not in my room anymore. I'm somewhere else.. somewhere peaceful and quiet. In the distance i see this house and it reminds me of something. I struggle to remember what but eventually it hits me, this is techno's house from the dsmp only it's in real life.
I hear the tv on from inside the house so i walk up to it. I step inside and hear a familiar laugh filling the room.. techno's laugh.
I look over to the tv and see someone's watching a recent philza stream. That's odd. I walk to the couch to see who it is and find techno sitting on the couch.
"..Techno?"
"Hey!"
"H- how? How are you here?"
"Oh.. I'm not really here.. you see, this is your dream."
"Oh.."
"I thought you needed a little extra strength out there so i came to help."
"What do you mean?"
"I know how much your struggling right now. But i just want you to know that I'm okay. I'm right where i want to be. Look, I'm still watching over all of you nerds. I'm watching my friends streams and seeing them carry on with their lives. And I'm happy for them. I'm also proud of you. Look, im still always gonna be here for you. Just look up to the sky."
"I miss you so much.."
"I know. But hey, I'm okay! I'm happy here! I get to see the people i care about until they arrive here. And to be honsetly i hope it takes a while for them to because i want them to live full happy lives."
"Thank you.. for everything."
"No problem nerd. Now, you have to wake up."
"Huh?"
"It's still a dream and i still need you to let go.. you will find another comfort person."
"What if i don't want to go?"
"Nerd.. you have to."
".. goodbye techno."
"Bye."
~end of dream.~

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