depressed m reader x comfort characters one shots.

loki- just as valid.

I'm currently hanging out with my best friend Loki. I know most people don't like him or don't trust him but i can tell he's not a bad guy. He's just very misunderstood and when you get to know him, he's a great friend.
We're both reading a book in a comfortable silence. I can't seem to focus on what I'm reading though. Today I'm having really bad dysphoria and anxiety, i try not to make people notice but it's getting hard.
I can't help but feel like a mistake. Like people see me as a freak or treat me differently.. i wish I could've been born a boy. Maybe then i wouldn't be such a disappointment.
"You ok, love?" Loki says, still reading his book.
"Huh? Oh, yeah I'm fine." I say.
"I can tell somethings bothering you." He says, now looking away from the book he was reading.
"It's nothing, don't worry about it."
"How long have you been wearing your binder? I can tell your uncomfortable."
"I don't know, a while?"
"Remember you have to be careful, love. You know it's bad for you to wear it for too long."
"I know.. but i feel horrible when i take it out. I wish I didn't have to wear this stupid thing so my chest gets the least bit flat. It's not fair.."
"I know, i see how this affects you and i wish I could help in some way but please promise me you'll try to take care of yourself too? It's really important. And just because your trans it doesn't make you less of a man. Your the most handsome guy i know and you are just as valid as any of the other avengers."
"Thanks Loki.. I'll try. And you do help me, more than you know." I say, resting my head on his shoulder.
"I love you, y/n."
"I love you too, Loki."
He goes back to reading his book and we stay like that for a while.