Jonathan- tired.

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I'm at school in one of my classes and I'm so tired. I haven't slept in two days and my anxiety is really fucking bad. I've relapsed a few days ago so my arm is full of fresh cuts all over. The worst part is, i can't take off my hoodie without anyone seeing it and it's so fucking hot out today i feel like I'm fucking boiling.
Now it's gym class so we're walking to the gym. While we're walking to it i see Jonathan and argyle wave at me. They're the only people that talk to me here and they're really nice but i don't want to annoy anyone by talking too much so i normally stay in my corner. I give them a soft smile in return and continue walking.
We get there and we start the class. After a while I'm so warm and tired i feel like i could pass out so i ask to go to the bathroom.
"Hey, can i go to the bathroom?" I ask.
"Yeah, sure." The teacher says.
"Thanks."
After that i walk out of the gym and into the bathroom.
JONATHANS POV:
I noticed y/n is acting strange today. I wonder if he's alright he's been extra quiet lately and hasn't taken off his hoodie for some reason even if it's hot as fuck outside.
He walks out of the gym looking really exhausted so i get worried about him and decide to check up on him.
"Y/n looks tired today, my dude." Argyle says.
"Yeah.. I'm gonna go make sure he's ok, you can stay here."
"Alright."
"Hey, can i also go to the bathroom?" I ask.
"Sure, make it quick though." The teacher responds.
I walk out the gym and go to the bathroom where y/n is.
Y/NS POV:
I walk over to the sinks and splash some cold water on my face so i can cool down a bit and wake up. I feel dizzy.. but maybe I'm just exaggerating things I'll be fine.
I see someone walk in and notice it's Jonathan, with a concerned look on his face.
"Hey, you ok? You look really tired." He says.
"Yeah I'm f- I'm fine." I say.
"You sure? You don't seem fine."
"Yeah, I'm sure."
I loose balance a bit and almost fall down but am able to catch myself beforehand. I'm so fucking tired.
"Hey, hey what's wrong?" He asks walking over to me.
"Nothing, i just need to sit down for a bit that's all." I say, sitting down on the bathroom floor.
"You know you can talk to me, right? You look tired, maybe you should take off that hoodie for a bit so you can breathe better."
"No! No i can't- i mean, i don't want to." I lie.
"Y/n, why can't you take it off? Are you hurt or something?"
"I'm fine Jonathan, really, you can leave I'll be fine."
"Look, it's just you and me ok? You can trust me I won't let anyone come in just, relax a bit."
"Fine.. if i take it off don't make a big deal out of it ok?"
"..ok?"
I take off my hoodie and reveal the several cuts up and down my arms. A look of fear and sadness fills his eyes and i feel like I've made a mistake, he probably hates me now and thinks I'm a freak..
Jonathan doesn't say anything, he just sits next to me and hugs me.
"Y/n, you really should try and get some rest you know? Miss the rest of the classes I'll tell them you got sick. Just, take care of yourself, ok?" He says, holding my hands and looking at me with concern.
"..yeah.. I'll try. Thanks Jonathan.. I'm sorry for worrying you. I'll be ok."
"I know you will, and I'll help you through this. Just don't forget to talk to me from time to time. I'm always here for you."
"Same goes to you. I should probably get going then.. -i say putting my hoodie back on.- see you later?"
"Yeah, see you later."

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