I just finished working for the day and now I'm walking back home.
Today hasn't been the best day. Every customer misgendered me. I mean i expected that because i didn't use my binder. I really wanted to use it but i had to wash it and i only have one. I hate when that happens.
I notice it started raining now while I'm walking, i don't have a umbrella but the walk from the coffee shop i work at to my place is like 5mins.
I try to think of anything else but the bad parts of the day but am unsuccessful.
I just want to get home. I start walking faster as i feel an anxiety attack growing. My tears get camouflaged with the water from the rain.
After around 2mins i get to my apartment. I walk in and lock the door behind me.
I can hear my boyfriend, corpse laughing at something on stream so i decide to not interrupt anything.
I go to take a shower and while the water warms up i check my scars on my arm.
I've been clean for two days but today was really hard to get through and the only way i know how to cope is this.
I get the razor i carry in my phone case and start cutting. About 19 cuts later i snap out of it and get into the shower.
After I'm done with that i change into comfortable pijama pants and get the hoodie corpse gave me.
I go to the kitchen and get a glass of water I'm going to give corpse because i know he wouldn't drink any if it was up to him.
I quietly open the door to the room he's streaming in and walk over to where he's sitting.
Corpse notices me and mutes his mic.
"Hey love. I brought you some water." I say, handing him the cup.
"Thanks, how did your day go?"
"Could've been better but don't worry about that right now. I'm gonna go to bed, have fun with your stream."
"Ok, i love you." He says kissing me.
"I love you too."
I walk out of the room and head to bed.
I put if my headphones and listen to some music as i let myself cry quietly so no one would hear. After a while i fall asleep.
CORPSES POV:
"Ok guys i should probably go now." I tell my friends after the game ended.
"Ok bye corpse!" They say.
I log out of the game then go finish the stream.
"Thank you guys for being here with me i gotta go now, see y'all later."
I finish stream and go to mine and y/ns room where i see him curled up into a ball fast asleep.
I get into the bed next to him and decide to check if he's ok.
"Hey, love. You ok?" I ask.
"Hi. Yeah I'm fine."
"You sure?"
"Yeah, it was just a long day. How was your stream?"
"It was good. I missed you."
"I missed you too."
I can tell something is bothering him but i don't make him say anything i just hug him so he feels better.
"I love you." He says.
"I love you too."
After a while he falls asleep while cuddling with me and i actually am able to fall asleep after not sleeping for i don't know how long.
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depressed m reader x comfort characters one shots.
Fanfictioncomfort one shots for when depression kicks in. remember ily and ur not alone<3 my dm's are always open if you need to talk. TW: depression, anxiety, self harm. #396🏅- anxiety #24🏅- sh #362🏅- mental health #703🏅- depression