Today Dustin agreed to help me with my homework sense i don't understand the subject and he's really smart. I have to confess that asking for his help was very difficult because I'm really insecure, i feel so dumb i mean everyone i talk to is always saving the world and stuff and i can't even get through a test. It's pathetic, really.
I hear knocking at my door so i go open it.
"Hey y/n!" Dustin says.
"Hey, Dustin. Thanks again for helping me out."
"Don't worry, I've helped some of my other friends with this stuff before."
We start studying for a while.
I completely zone out as i feel an anxiety attack coming. I'm so useless, i can't do shit. I mean i can't even get through my homework without breaking down. Dustin is probably so bored right now he probably hates me, i shouldn't have asked for his help i can't do this. I can't do this. I can't-
"Y/n! What's going on?" I hear Dustin say as i realize I'm now in the middle of a bad panick attack, hyperventilating and shaking.
"Sorry.. yeah um I'm fine I'm sorry."
"What happened? Hey, hey.. breathe ok? Breathe.. just like me c'mon breathe in.... And out.. in.. out.. -he says until my breathing gets a bit more stable.- are you ok?" He says concerned.
"I'm ok.. it's nothing this happens a lot when i get nervous.. sorry."
"Why are you apologizing? It's ok! I get it I've had panick attacks before.. it's ok.. just, tell me what triggered you."
"I just feel bad for making you waste your time with me and i know I'm dumb and annoying and-"
"Hey, listen to me. Listen to me. You are not annoying, ok? If you were annoying i wouldn't be helping you or I'd at least make you pay for my help. -he says trying to make me laugh, wich works.- i don't mind helping my friends plus, i like spending time with you, it's fun."
"Thanks dust.."
"What do you think of taking a break from studying?"
"Sure. Sorry about this again." I say as the panick attacks goes away.
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depressed m reader x comfort characters one shots.
Fanfictioncomfort one shots for when depression kicks in. remember ily and ur not alone<3 my dm's are always open if you need to talk. TW: depression, anxiety, self harm. #396🏅- anxiety #24🏅- sh #362🏅- mental health #703🏅- depression