I understand the small details of goodbye
the round-a-bout of lullabies
the sound of your voice in my mind
But not the heartache of all your lies.I understand the last of choice
somehow we were left without a voice
however far back we go
most of our lives were only a blink of an eye
even though, love never lived in this heart of mineI understand the efforts of giving up
the last sigh of repeated enoughs
and even all the dark moments of this life
But not the sadness that takes over one's lifeI don't understand the unworthiness of alone
or just being left on one's own
perhaps even the guilt in the minds of goodbye
and also the shadows that's left behindBut I do understand where I stand
and maybe it was always hand in hand
the cruelty of one's life somehow shaped what's left inside
perhaps that's why I cannot understand certain moments in my life
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Anthology
RastgelePoems written by me. Be it sad, happy or anything in between all these poems tells a small story about me. A friend told me once to write down all the feelings that I cannot say out loud.