Redo 🔄 Hyunlix (2022) (1)

Stargazing Date?

                ◆•Hyunjin's Pov•◆

I checked the time, there is so much for me to do such as plan out the next day and finish putting bookings in my calendar. I'll just have wing it tommorow because I can't pass up this chance that I was given. Even if it's just to clear the misunderstanding up at the end of the night, I would be fine with it.

I'm surprised that he would even want to talk to me after all that was said three years ago "Yeah sure. I'm not busy. Let me just change clothes and then we can leave."

Felix nods still keeping his eyes directly on me. He runs his fingers through his blonde hair. He must have started dying it, I know his natural hair color is this dark brown like mahogany but he normally tried to lighten it a little bit. "If you want, we can take my car?" He offered.

But what if I piss him off again? Would he leave me there or would the car ride be in anger. But that's where the problem arose, we never did talk it out. He just left it as it was. This time around if he is kind enough,then we won't be doing that.

I nodded going into the backroom now where I kept a spare change of clothes and my personal belongings in. I changed into my black t-shirt since my other shirt was soaked in sweat.  I opened the door which snapped his attention from whatever he was looking at before.

"Ready?" I smiled at him. I want to show him that I am a safe and non-toxic person not that person I was back then.  He nods and has his hand out to me? His small little fragile hand was waiting for my hand.

"Come on, don't say your afraid are you?" He smiled back at me tilting his head to the side. He kinda reminds me of a puppy when doing those cute gestures.

"Lix,maybe it's time we talk instead of dinner. How about a simple drive, looking up at the stars being truthful and raw?"

I know him better than anyone would, he likes those deep converstions and that's only going to end up in tears or emotions barreling out. A restaurant not the best setting even though I would rather do it that way, it's better off for both of us.

He thinks about it for a moment before nodding. "Take out like the old days?" He smirks. It's just like he read my mind.  We end up ordering a local Bqq place that is down the road from the stuido.

After a time of silence, we begin to drive down the highway until we reach a secluded area with hardly anyone here. Felix pulls over the car at the side of the road and tossed the keys over to me "This is to put trust in us, so I can't run off like I did last time. It wasn't fair for me to do that and I know that now. It's time we talked things out for the good, so this doesn't fully hold on us."

                 •◇Felix's Pov◇•
Flashback to three years ago

I walked into the door of the restaurant, supposedly his friends wanted to sit down with me and Hyunjin and tell me the full truth about him.  Me and him have been dating for 4 years now,since Freshman year of High school.

I sat down next to Hyunjin, he seems happy today. He must be because he's with his friends today. I lace my hand in his, he smiles as I look as him as if he held the whole world in his hand. His friends started to ask questions about us thats when one of his friends spoke "So Felix Right?"

I nodded at them. "Well let's get to what I brought you here for" I looked over at Hyunjin confused. He looks over at his friend with confusion and maybe anger on his face. "So, how do you know not Hyunjin isn't just toying with you and not screwing a girl behind your back? I mean he does go out late at nights supposedly working. So what stops you from leaving him?" That friend eyes were dead serious.

My eyes begin to water as it felt like someone punched me in my gut while ripping my heart out. But the fact that he didn't answer gave me enough clues. Hyunjin stood up trying to get me stand up and leave. "Hyunjin, sit back down. I want to hear what he has to say" I clenched my jaw.

The friend laughs "I mean he has never dated either gender so who says he doesn't want to try a girl? I mean he is bound to get tired of you by now. Who says that he hasn't been lying to you this whole time? Just think about all the things that he has avoided. Now let that sit in. No full promises?" The guy smirks, he seems older but I have no clue as he never talks about his friends.

Hyunjin got really mad at the friend. "What the fuck are you talking? Your so drunk that you don't know what your saying" he grabs his ice water and pours it on his head. I start to cry as my heart was shattered on the floor and my blood was boiling as I have never seen him act this way unless it was true.

I stare at him "Hwang Hyunjin, I thiught I knew you so well and that you would never turn on your friends or me. But I guess I was so wrong. Who ever would have guessed" I started to walk out with the ounce of dignity that I have left. He grabbed my wrist before I could walk out.

"What Hyunjin, what more is there to say other than what has already been said. You got me and now you wanted to release me? Got it. Good luck in life" he let go of my wrist willingly as I didn't dare to look at his face.

I simply got in my car and drove away letting my hormones and emotions get the best of me. I was the wrong one for not hearing him out and most importantly for causing him pain by not listening to him. I was the wrong one and I realised that when he was gone out of my life.