Redo 🔄 Hyunlix (2022) (1)

ICU

◆•Hyunjin's Pov•◆ (only pov for this chapter. This chapter will be a long one so hang on tight.)

His full name is read back to me "What is his condition and what happened?" I worried as I was now pacing back and forth in the hallways.

"He is in ICU currently and that is all I can reveal for right now since I wasn't even supposed to say his status right now to non-family." She hung up the phone as I came back in bowing to the class.

"I am so sorry, but there was an emergency that I have go attend to. I will reschedule, of course you won't have to pay again. I will let you know when I am able to do so. I apologize for the inconvenience once again." I ran into the back room once everyone went home and locked the door behind me.

I run down the stairs and started up my car driving to the hospital as fast as I could. I ran into the emergency room waiting room and walked up to the check in. "I am here to see Lee Felix' the nurse shakes her head as if she doesntlike the sight of his name and his file and asks me "are you family?"

Matt comes up to me taking my left hand slipping an black wedding band looking ring on my slim ring finger. He winks at me as he then turns his attention to the nurse. "Yes he is, he is engaged to Lee Felix." He definitely has my back as I saved him a couple of times when we were in high school together.

"Nice save" I whisper to him as the nurse was doing something on her computer. I hope one day I can make that statement come true.

"He is currently in the ICU. I don't know much as a nurse here. I can't lead you back either until he is stablized." My heart dropped. Felix could die at anytime and I can't even see him. I mean I don't even know what happened.

Matt and I sit down where Felix's mother was at. "Does anyone know what happened?" I asked them and Felix's mom had her brown hair tied back in a ponytail as her eyes were kinda red from crying.

"I think it could have been a car crash. I was talking to him on the phone and he was telling me about you Hyunjin. Saying that he was the one who messed up the relationship last time but he wasn't going to let it happen this time. They never officially said what happened to him."

Warm tears slip down my cheeks as the thought of him caring this much about me and not being there for him when he needs me the most hurts me. Matt pulls me in for a hug  as he could tell I was close to breaking.

He reminds me so much like Felix which only made the tears fall down my face quickly. I pulled away from his embrace. The doctor called out his name in the emergency room "Lee Felix's family." We stand up walking up to the doctor. He was about 5'5 so I was taller than him, he has black hair like a void almost and very dark brown eyes.

"Hello, I am doctor Seo Changbin, I am the doctor taking care of your son. He still hasn't been stablized which is worrying. So I thought it would be best to speak to you, right now he is unconscious. We can't find the source of the internal bleeding at this moment. Meaning if we don't find it soon, your son might die. We are allowing one person in the room at a time. That being said, maybe say your goodbyes at worse but still hope for the best."

I can't do this. There is no way I can do this. I turn my back away from the doctor going outside of the ER. I just need to be alone. I can't lose Felix now. Surely this isn't it right? I lean my back against the brick wall covering my mouth so no one can hear the sobs escaping my mouth.

How can I go in there seeing him the way he is, knowing this could be the last time I see him? I slowly end up sitting down on the concrete with my head in my lap letting the tears flow down my face.

Matt ends up finding me and kneels down next to me as I look up at him. "Hyunjin, there is still hope for Felix. Me and auntie can't stay here long which means you'll be the one to stay with him."  How much more can I take today? But it's a blessing to be the one to stay with him.

"We can't take time off, our bosses told us no. We done said what we needed to be said. Keep me updated on what the doctor's says about him." He rubs my back like the way Felix would.  He stands up after handing me another ring.

  "When you get a chance, slip this on Felix's finger without them noticing. He went off for more imaging so it might be a little while." I nodded. I am determined now not to leave his side and to stay strong for Lix. I just hope he really doesn't become my true angel. I almost broke down thinking about it. He is my weak and strong spot in one.

I walked back into the ER, after I pulled myself together and both of them left. The doctor led me back into the room he was in. I could still slightly smell the strong cologne that he put on every morning.

The doctor comes in obviously tired "Hello I am doctor Kim Seungmin, he is currently in surgery now. We have put him on life support until he wakes up. He is stable however he is not out of the clear just yet. If he makes it through this one, it will be a mircle. Any questions?"

"Can you tell me what happened? I can't get the doctors around here to tell me anything." He shakes his head no. I remember Minho is a doctor here though. Although I don't know if he is working with Felix or not.

"Do you mind bringing in doctor Lee Minho?"  He shakes his head again as he looks at his watch on his wrist.

"He's in surgery operating on Lee Felix at the moment however you should be able to see him once it's over with in 20 or so minutes."

20 minutes felt like the longest I have ever waited in my life. All I could think about is getting the answers that I wanted. That I desperately needed.