Redo 🔄 Hyunlix (2022) (1)

Late Nights And Nightmares

◆•Hyunjin's Pov•◆

Felix has a red handprint on his cheek as he looked down. I got the worse part of wounds but I rather it be me than him to be hurt. He comes in shutting the door behind him running his fingers through his light blonde hair. He looks at me as he looks at my wounds.

He doesn't say anything but takes me down the narrow hallway into the bathroom. "Sit down Hyunjin" he grabs some Neosporin and tissues as he kneels down in front of me.

His deep dark eyes were watering as he looked at my wounds "I'm so sorry for dragging you into this mess. I should have known that he would have found out anyways. What's the point of escaping him?"

He starts by dragging the tissue along the edge of my plump lips getting the blood off of it then lightly puts medicine on it. He stared at my lips as if he wanted to kiss me for a second but shakes his head. He then wipes the blood off my nose and I laughed a little "None of this is your fault Felix. You have a asshole for a father. Never blame yourself." I rub his cheek gently as he started to cry a little.

"It's my fault that you got hurt though. I never wished for you to get hurt." He says through his tears sniffing cutely. I wiped his tears for him.

"You never knew that your father followed Matt. None of this is your fault, I knew the risk when I let you move in. It is not your fault" This poor boy is fragile but I am willing to pick up any pieces for him.

I got up from the edge of the bathtub and kneeled on the white tiled floor. I pulled him close to my chest as he began to cry harder. I didn't care though as I rub his back up and down to comfort him.

Heaven knows he never got any comfort growing up. His parents got divorced years ago and his father took up drinking meaning that he was abusive to him. I just wished that things got better but instead it got worse.

He pulls away from me and we stand up from the bathroom floor. Felix walks out of the bathroom and back into the living room unpacking his things.

He got out his blankets and pillow setting it up on the black fabric couch. I leaned up against the wall watching him. God he is so handsome with his deep voice laced with Australian accent and his 5'7 height.

Felix looked at me and smiled "What's wrong Hyunjinie?" My heart skipped a beat, the first time he called me that nickname in a while. It reminded me of the good times. I looked in his eyes "You know that you can sleep in my bed with me. You don't have to sleep alone"

He nods "I know but I hate to disturb you and all." He rubs his neck a little bit. It's just one of his nervous habits. I just nodded as there is nothing I can do to change his mind and I know that.

•◇Felix's Pov◇• (Warning:mentioning of abuse)

I layed down on the couch closing my eyes. I eventually fell asleep into a deep sleep. I started to dream that I was back in my old home where my dad was abusing me. I yelled "Please don't hurt me. I promise I'll be quiet" my voice shaked. I tried to get out of the dream but it just won't release me. I felt in my dream,the sharp glass cut me up as he would do.

I slowly snap out of my dream as Hyunjin holding me in his lap with me close to his chest. "It's okay Felix. Its all just a dream. None of it is real, you are safe with me. I promise that I will protect you until the day you don't allow me to. I won't fuck up this time." He strokes him head gently as he tries to comfort me.

I wrapped my arms around him "Thank you Hyunjin for snapping me out of my dream." He nods as he kisses the top if my head. My cheeks heat up as he did so as feeling his soft lips on my skin felt so good to me.

He stands up still holding me bridal style. "Your not sleeping on your own again Lix." The old nickname he used to call me when we were dating. It brings back so many memories that brought me happiness.

"It was one nightmare Hyunjin. It's not going to be a reoccurring thing." He shakes his head

"Don't care, I can't sleep well without you anyways." He says under his breath. When we were teenagers, since I always worked day shifts and so did he, at night we would sleep outside in a field together. We did sleep outside one time and then we realized we slept better when together.

It's the truth though, my doctor prescribed me sleeping pills because I wouldn't sleep for days on in. Maybe that's the reason why. We have a bond that is deep and strong and yet I still fucked us over in the end.

He lays me down in his memory foam bed and lays the brown blanket on me as he walked out of the room and came back with my pillow and blankets in his hand. He was wearing a old white shirt and boxers on. He wasn't afraid of showing off anything. I looked away. Bad thoughts be gone.

He lays down next to me staying in silence for a moment. I felt him turn over on his side and put his slim arms around my waist. I tensed up a little as I didn't really expecting him to do this. He props himself up on his free arm and whispers in my ear "Is it okay to cuddle you" he whispered to me in a low deeper tone

That of course turned me on and sent shivers down my spine. He rubs my stomach up and down slowly as if he didn't know he was doing anything. It took all I could not to turn over and-no dirty thoughts. Bad Felix.

I nods and I couldn't respond without giving myself away. He lays down and pulls me close to his chest as his chest was directly onto my back. His body felt so warm up against mine. If only I could touch his chest-nonono thoughts stop.

Hyunjin silently laughs and kisses my ear which made it feel like it's on fire. He whispers in my ear "Goodnight. Sleep well" And so the flame grew stronger and hotter than ever