Redo 🔄 Hyunlix (2022) (1)

Rings

                 ◆•Hyunjin's Pov•◆

Today is the day. The day that I will propose to Felix. Am I nervous? Hell yeah but I found the perfect place. The snow is freshly covered with pearly white snow. The kind that you desperately want to play in but at the same time, you just know it's a bad idea.

Felix is sitting on our bed next to me with now blonde hair again, in a short ponytails he is removing his bangs away from his eyes. He closes his laptop as he flops down on the bed dramatically. "What's wrong?" I ask him just in case.

"Just such a busy schedule here lately that I don't hardly get to spend much time with my sugar bear" Where did he get that nickname from? A kids show?

"Yes baby, I know. How about this, we should take a nice long stroll along the snow and enjoy this first snow together?" Of course this is all apart of my plan as I had Matt help me fully plan this out.

A phone call come through my phone. Of course it had to be today, like why not?  'Boss Man' is the caller ID. Even better, the person I want to hear from at 5:50 Pm. "Yes sir"

"I need you to be on the earliest flight and pack all your stuff up. You will be moving up."

"What do you mean by that? Seoul is a huge city by itself. Well known for sure. What else could it be?" He gets me so confused as if I don't already have a great paying position.

"You will be working in Japan as their dance instuctor. Higher pay and everything. Just think about it okay?"

Leaving for Japan tonight? When Felix and I have plans? I mean what about my parents? What if Felix doesn't want to go? I can't just pack my things up and go so easily as my boss thinks.

Felix looks at me worried as he sits up scooting closer to me as he holds me. "The world has crazy ways of directing us. But just know, whatever path you choose, don't make regrets."

Those words hit me like a truck. Sure the pay would be better, but ny whole life all I know is Korea not Japan. My family, my boyfriend, memories of the past. But something just feels right about this. Packing and getting on a flight will be impossible counting all the shipping and everything.

"Just go Hyunjin. I know how much you love to dance and many of people will be dying to do this. Just do what makes you happy"

"But what about you and your family? I won't leave you here alone." Not because I'm afraid he will die or anything, just don't like leaving him for a very long time. It's like when someone goes to the military, who knows if the person will still be in love with you.

"You seriously thought I would stay here? I would follow you until the ends of this earth. I only have Matt and mom. That's it, you are important to me, family. I have a second chance as you always have a place special in my heart, so I will go with you"

My heart stop beating so hard as I was so afraid that he would say no. I mean would I take that job if necessary? No. Not without him, I will not lose him. I was on the edge of crying from relief.

I text Matt to call off the proposal for at the moment. Something just tells me, something was keeping me from doing it now. Timing is key and he is the fickle lock.

                 •◇Felix's Pov◇•
Three years later

Hyunjin proposed in the snow nonetheless, to me a year ago,however since Japan will or might have a ban on same sex marriage. The marriage just might have to wait until our return to Korea. Japan has been wonderful and the people are so nice.

Hyunjin managed to get us a one bed and bath apartment for 80,000 yen a month. It's not that bad if you think about it. Hyunjin is just training people here lately so this branch can grow successfully and can thrive without help. Afterwards it's home sweet home.

But the truth is home isn't a building, its where you have memories at and where it holds you close in your heart. My home is always with him, until eternity.

I glance down at my black engagement ring that has small carving saying 'tu es mon soleil' which means 'you are my sunshine'. We didn't plan this but engraving is a good thing because even when Hyunjin and I are old, we still have this memories sitting on our hands.

'tu es mon âme soeur' which means you are my soulmate is engraved in his. Because I know for sure he is.

It's still hard to believe that he is mine. I mean he has fanclubs now and everything.  I still pop in his classes every now and then as he teaches and shows the trainees the reigns. He destined to be in the spotlight.

Which leaves me. Where am I now you may ask? I'm just a stay at home manager for him to take calls and collaborations. Basically the same thing I was in Korea but with more calls.

Sometimes I wonder if Hyunjin isn't pushing himself too far. But who am I say that? Because he's a grown man, not the 15 year old boy that I dated back in high school.

A lot has changed even in the past few years. Our love has matured alot and we have slowed down some as the age keeps on going higher for us. Life is too short for worries, sounds like a good tattoo.

Does thing's ever go directly as planned? No, but does that mean it's your fault? No, it just means it was the wrong place and time. But that's okay.

The important thing is through thick and thin we will have each others backs because who else will? There are some things in life that people will regret and you just got to shrug it off.

I think the burden of being here is stressing him out and the worst part about it, is I don't know what to do.

I stare out the window of his new office as this is where I spend my days as he is teaching. The high view from the window kinda makes me slightly dizzy.  Hyunjin walks in with his blue baggy shirt on and tight black jeans. Just like the day I saw in for the first time in three years after our break up.

Hyunjin walks up to me and kisses ny forehead then my lips slowly. He pulls away and says "Ready to go home my love?"

When bad turns to worst or whatever is thrown at us, I know since he is by my side that I can do anything. And as for a redo, no can do because this life now is perfect the way it is and I wouldn't have it any other way.

(Note: stay tuned for tommorow because there is a special chapter)