Redo 🔄 Hyunlix (2022) (1)

Raining Emotions

                      •◇Felix's Pov◇•
Shit, this is bad. I grab my pants and  shirt quickly and ran back downstairs as I was tugging  my shoes on. He does realize that a storm is coming and that he doesn't know where he is at right?

I run outside locking the door behind me since I can't risk leaving our stuff unguarded and so on. I start running down the roaded pathway but didn't see a sign of Hyunjin. Why does that event have to be those fucking words? Any other words, like Colored lights or something like that. 

I call his phone but it sits there ringing over and over. Chan wouldn't have a clue, where does he like to be when alone? Quiet places but right now that is anywhere but where I'm at.

I would shout his name but even if he was close by he wouldn't answer me. Why out of all days? I mean great he knows the truth, but what good is this truth now? He chose to be hypnotized and all not me and like I had a clue he would take those words to offense? But how would I know that?

I grab my phone out of my pocket of my jeans again. Last ditch effort even though I would still look for him until the ends of the eart. Tracking app, something that Hyunjin installed in my phone to make sure I was safe years ago... it still works. Thank god. I run to his location but it is still a mile away.

Hyunjin was pretty good at track back when he was in track. That's how me and Hyunjin met originally. Chan took me to a track and field practice to see him practice when Hyunjin caught my eye. Chan was already friends with him as he introduced him to me.

After 30 minutes, the rain starts to pour down as I can hardly see in front of me. Why couldn't he stay and talk this out rather than run away from our problems? Where did running away get us last time?

But I'm also afraid that what if this is just karma slapping me in the face and this will be the end of us? That thought hit me like a ton of bricks but he can't be left at a place that he don't know. No matter what the future holds. I wouldn't ever treat him like that.

Maybe if I run faster then I will be able to get there before he leaves. I've been walking to his location for a hour as worry bites at me like a rabid dog.

I finally find him leaning up against a tree as I grab his wrist before he has a chance to go somewhere else. I would say to continue in a dry area however this needed to be solved now before the silence kills us.  That and there isn't a dry place around.

"Hyunjin, hear me out. If you wish to break up with me after that, then that is your choice.  I'm sorry that I couldn't make things." He cuts me off before I could continue

"Do you seriously think after all we went through that it's what I want?" Anymore I don't know what he wants. He shakes his head  "Baby that's will never be the case, no matter how big the argument is, because we been through that, Felix, you are the only one for me."

             ◆•Hyunjin's Pov•◆

I shouldn't have gotten mad at him for that, he didn't know what the hell I was getting mad over really.  "What I ment this morning, there is no changing the past. There might be making up in for the past or for lost time but never for winding back time."

That makes more sense rather than what he said this morning. The rain gets in my face as it begins to rain harder, I push my hair back some so it wouldn't get in my eyes. "Why did you get mad Hyunjin? I just don't understand exactly."

"When you said the past didn't matter and let's not talk about the past it made me mad. Plus the whole what difference would it make other than perspective? Think about, you came back to me because of a promise we made in the past. You attempted because of your past and our past relationship. Get it, the past has everything to do with things and yet you don't want to speak about it? I was trying to figure out why you did that and so many other questions. But you kept on casting it off like you had a secret to hide."

Felix leans his head back then looked back at me as his eyes were watering. It took all I have in me not to hold him against my chest and comfort him but the truth is he needs to talk this out and get a deeper understanding of each other.

"What I'm saying Lix is everything connects to our past to the day we made that promise, to the day you walked in that studio. Just like that day in the field stargazing led me to you that day in the bathroom, Remember that promise we made that night in that field?"

" 'Promise me my Felix, even after whatever happens between us, and is gone and in the past to see me again when I'm well known? Just promise me as promises are forever between the two until the bond remains no more' " Felix repeats the promise through tears. 

I nod as I walk back to the cabin with him with my hand on his wrist. The tension couldn't be tighter right now.