YEJI'S POV
It's been a year I live with Ryujin. I gave birth to a baby boy and his birth was celebrated with joy and there was a huge party thing if that is what I should say it. Ryujin asked the maids of her palace to take extra care of the baby. Every night our boy sleeps in his luxurious cradle. I noted his schedule for the months. He sleeps at 7 in the evening and does not trouble a lot but that's not it. He wakes up at sharp 2 in the night crying to be fed. I sometimes feel like choking him because he cries for everything. I know that's normal for babies to cry because they can't speak but I have always hated kids. Not kids but babies.
Kids from age 3 to 4 are cute and they get attached easily that they just want you to be there for them. They share everything, even the little detail to you and they are physically clingy. I like them and don't feel like I'm a heartless person when I mentioned to choke my son. It was just out of frustration.
I don't really hate how my life have been this one year. Ryujin comes home smelling like some girls most of the time. When I ask her she says there are few girls at work who get clingy but I don't think that's the case. Like which boss allows their employees to cross lines? Ryujin was really happy when 'our' baby was born but she never said it that way. She always says 'the' baby. Whatever, our baby boy is 4 months old and he is doing really well. I hate how he looks exactly like his mom Ryujin.
"What are you thinking about?" Ryujin, at the side of the bed. Stretching her arm to caress my hair, says. I see her naked side of the body and the rest is covered under the sheets, same goes with me but just that I'm completely under the silky white sheets. Ryujin never used to stay in the same room as me. The starting months she brought me, she stayed somewhere but in my room. The fear she makes me feel is already enough but somewhere I feel loved, I feel some one is caring for me but that still does not help with the 'I miss my family' thing.
"Our son" I say softly. She hummed and looked at the ceiling sighing. "You changed my life" She spoke. I felt the urge to ask as many questions as my brain can think of. "In a way that you regret having me here then impregnating me. Now trying to take care of me?" I asked. She hissed and turned to face me. Her right arm wrapped around the sheets and placed on her chest which flexed her biceps perfectly. "No princess. I started to make commitments and then talking care of the baby. I feel like I have grown up completely where I know what life feels like" She said and never stopped caressing my hair. She always compliment my hair. "So for you life is having girls crawled over you every now and then and accidently getting any one of them pregnant where you are left with choices but you chose to be a grown up and take responsibility and you also expect me to be thankful that you did not throw me away"
I could feel an emotion on her face for the first time I have spent here. "You know nothing about me Yeji. It's only good for you to keep your mouth shut when needed" She said as she took back her hand from my hair. I pressed a hard nerve and I guess it was all that was needed. She got up from bed and walked to the side of the bed. The lights were dimed but still I was well aware of her posture. She gets something from the drawer and pulls the sheets away and drop it on the ground. And I stared what's in her hand. And it's a lube. She used that on me twice that means she took me anal, twice.
"Great. Now she does this to relieve her anger" I muttered softly. "You should've not said that princess." She said and pulled onto my leg a little to adjust herself between me. It was like a while ago she tamed me and her she is going again.
