RYUJIN
I'm not complaining about anything, I just hate when Yeji is busy. She doesn't check her phone at all. And when I'm busy, I still text her and reply to every message from her. I'm left on delivered for hours. And when I try to make plans with her, she never showed interest. And I feel like I'm rushing her into doing things with me.
I also don't want to text her all the time when she's busy, because first, it will only disappoint me. And second, I don't want to seem really desperate.
And while I was thinking, I got a text from Yeji.
"Boo, I really miss you"
I miss her too, but all she does is, type one text after I'm left on delivered for hours and then disappear again.
"And I don't 🫢"
"So mean"
I know she don't really mean it. It's just our everyday conversation. So I keep my phone aside. I stopped trying to make plans to meet her, because after ten plans, she agrees on one. And even for that, she doesn't communicate properly.
I know I said I wasn't complaining, but I want to let this out.
"See you soon"
That's all I text. I don't know when I'm gonna see her, but that's for me to remind myself that I love her and all I want is her.
"Yayyy"
She's really a kid. I love her too much, but sometimes it hurts for no reason. We've been dating for a year now, and I cannot predict her. I switch my Instagram account to my private account, I follow Yeji from here too, but I don't really use it much.
And I really enjoy talking to strangers online, I like to get to know people for the first time, and it's a plus if we have something in common. I've been texting this girl since a week, and she's quite interesting. I always tell Yeji about the people I text, but this one seems a little different.
Yeji doesn't have to know. Her name is Isa. She's two years older than me. And talking to her makes me feel like I'm talking to a friend of mine. She's cool and all. Yesterday, we were texting normally and put of nowhere, she sent me a picture of her thigh with the caption, "wanna crush your skull between my thighs"
I freaked out. I did not know what to reply. If I replied back with something freaky, it would definately be called as cheating on Yeji. I told Isa that I'm already dating someone and that I cannot reply to such texts. In fact Isa knew I was dating someone already.
I don't understand people at some point. I thought of sharing this with Yeji. But I stopped texting Isa after that, so I thought it's not relevant anymore to share it with Yeji. Until.....
This happened.
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"Boo, I missed you so much. I'm really sorry, I was too busy" Yeji sat on my lap, placing her hands on her shoulders, engulfing me. "I missed you so fucking much, you have no idea"
