My love for him

Chapter 7

Chris leaves before I hear my mom on the driveway. I knew it, that he didn't like me. He didn't say anything when he left, not even a "bye." Maybe he was in a hurry, but if he was, he would have left after he dropped me off at my house. Nothing was making sense. The first thing I...well Nicky has to find out is who wrote that letter.

I sit on my bed, feeling like shit. I think I have to go to school tomorrow. I have a big test in History. I can't miss it or I'll have to stay after school with the boring Mr. Hamilton. Not to be mean or anything, but he is the worst teacher I ever had. I'm a junior now. Soon, college. Then work...Oh boy! I still don't know what I'm gonna do or be. I think that's a big decision to make, and people need time to think about it. I went to sleep thinking about it.

I woke up early from the bright sun hitting my eyes. I took my pillow from under my head, and put it on my face. That felt good. I look at the time, and it was 6: 30. Enough time for me to go take a shower, do my hair, and put some make up on. I usually don't do anything to my hair. Sometimes, I don't even comb it. It's naturally straight. I curled it once for my friends. They all wanted to match, but I thought matching was pretty stupid. I tried to change the topic, but the think I knew, Nicky and everyone came to my house to make sure my hair was curled. I obviously didn't. They did it, and it was horrible. I mean it didn't look bad, but we were all matching. That was in the beginning of school.

Today, dad couldn't drop me off because he went to work early. I persuaded my mom to take my brother's car. Not the one in my school, but the older one, Jake. He wants to be an engineer. He's in college right now. Thank god, I wake up early because I had the chance to take his car. Mom said he didn't have to go to college today. Even if he didn't, he would never let me take his car, but mom would persuade him. I think it's alright if I can date now, I mean I'm a junior. I can drive, and take care of myself. My two brothers said I couldn't a long time ago, so I think I'm fine now. Not that I'm getting my boyfriend or anything. Like I ever will get the one who I want.