My love for him

Chapter 15

OMG!! What just happened out there? I can't stop thinking about it...GOD!! When I close my eyes, I see him with the boys and he comes toward me. When I watch TV, he becomes a character. When I look at

my brother, I see Chris. When my dad called me, I thought Chris called. He is just everywhere.

I decided to check twitter and Facebook. Liz called me to go on Skype and add Ciara. We video chatted. I went to sleep around 9.

My bed was so messy, with papers everywhere. I check the time and it was 6:14 am. I decided to get ready for school and clean my room. I take a quick shower and wear black skinny jeans with a royal blue shirt. I combed my hair and just left it like that. I put on some eyeliner and Chapstick. I don't like makeup that much.

I took my brother's car again. It was a shiny gray Volvo. I actually can't drive before I'm 16, but I'm turning 16 in a few days so it doesn't matter. I know in other states when you're 16, you can't drive. You have to be 18, but here it's different.

I went in to the car, turn the music on, and start the car. When I reached the high school, I got out and saw Natalie with Chris. They were talking to each other, kind of like whispering because she was saying something in his ear. I frowned, she was so close to him. I went up to Liz, Ciara, and other friends.

They were all talking about what they did yesterday. I have a lot to tell, but I think it's better to keep it all inside. I saw Natalie come in our direction. I looked behind me to see Chris looking right at me...or Natalie since she was across from me. Ciara said "I don't think we're ever gonna find out about the mystery shout out."

Me "yeah, me neither."

Liz didn't say anything. I know she was sad because she didn't like to lose. She wanted to find out who it was. But nothing was working.

I checked my pocket to see if my phone was there. It wasn't. I checked all of my pockets, but no luck. I said "I think I left my phone in the car. I'll be right back." And I stormed off.