I wish I could go back and time and not go.
Out of all of my mistakes in life, this would be my number one, it's above dating Ashton and above fucking Calum above every goddamn bad thing I've ever done.
"Get your fucking hands off her!" his voice still replays in my head every fucking day.
Watching Ashton beat him up, us all ran as the blood dripped from both me and Ashton, the knife I held in my hand that someone had just stabbed my boyfriend with.
My life was always so carefree, but then I met Ashton he made it more dangerous and fun which I loved but sometimes he would bring me places and promise to protect me, and he did.
I should have been the one stabbed that night not him, he was innocent, the problem was with me and Calum.
Calum had a problem with me but Ashton swooped in and got stabbed on my behalf, for me.
He had to run from the cops with blood dripping from his body and in excruciating pain, all because he tried to fucking protect me. Once we were far enough away he couldn't do it his body gave out and he just fell on the floor crying.
I had no clue how to help him im no doctor, Ashton almost died that night and it was all my fucking fault.
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insufferable - AFI
Fanfiction"how can a love as true as hers be returned only half as strong as she gave" - @lukeisntreal on twitter Love is pain, or at least that's what they always say. But that would be an understatement Because loving Ashton Irwin is insufferable.
