"You're mad, bonkers, completely off your head,But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are."-Alice
Alice in Wonderland-Charles
Dodgeson
I have been moved to the psychiatric ward.
Im pretty sure they're sneaking Prozac in me,probably in my food,or maybe this bag hanging on the I V. pole.That has to be it,considering the strange dreams, headaches, dizziness,vision changes,shaking, feeling anxious.
Their drugging me,and my body reacts adversely to medication.It always has.
Or am I just being paranoid?
Not only do they think I'm schizophrenic and psychotic, but
that I suffer from anxiety as well?
Fantastic!
The head shrink is going to work
with me personally.
Great!Of course they think I'm bonkers!What was I thinking telling Ray that!?
I wasn't.
I was too focused on healing.
Okay.Lets just think this through.
I've been in a coma a little over a
month.Yet I remember,in great detail,months with the king.They
think I'm a month pregnant,and
that I was raped by Todd.I wouldn't put it past him,to take me the only way he ever could, but I know that was around the first time the king and I made love!They think I have created this version of reality to protect
myself,that I can't handle being
victimized.
But,I have before,haven't I?
Once I get my legs to work,I'm
out of here! I'll convince Ray to come with me,and we'll leave this God forsaken place!Find the portal back to my husband,where I belong!
"Gabs,I know you're upset with me,but please talk to me."
Ray,ranting in my head.The fact that he didn't believe me, actually thought I have lost my mind?That
cut me to my core.
Fine! I'll speak to you!
"Have I ever lied to you,Ray?"
"No-but,Gabs..."
"EVER?"
"No.Youre a very honest person,"
he sighed,"I just think, because of the trauma, you're...confused."
"I wasn't traumatized, I was attacked,Ray!"
He flinched at my words,which
made me feel like a piece of shit.
He's been through so much,and I know this.
"I'm sorry,dad.I realize all of this is- unfathomable.But you've got to believe me."
"It's a illusion you've created to protect yourself,Gabs."
"No,it's not."
It wasn't,was it?
"Yes,it is.But it's going to be okay."
"Please stop saying that."I said,letting out a exasperated sigh."You just....can't possibly
relate to what I've seen,what I've been through,and I don't know how to make you see-"
Now I'm rambling on!
He reached to take my hand.
"Haven't I always taken care of you?"
"And yet,here I lie,in a psychiatric ward."
Why?WHY???My big mouth!
I didn't want to hurt him!I just wanted him to believe me,to be happy for me.
I just want out of here!
Ray flinched again from my harsh words.
"I know your just upset,Gabs.You
can't understand-"
YOU ARE READING
The Vampire Elf King
Hayran Kurgu(Book 2 of The Elf King trilogy) The familiar characters and some background information,are,of course,Tolkien,and of Marvels Loki Series.The new are my own creation,a continuation of those stories.I take no credit for Tolkien's or Marvels bodies of...
