How the Mighty Fall (The Sinner #1)

SIN 14

Viel

I can't do anything with my laptop. Madalas ay dinidisconnect ni Kairos ang aking laptop sa kanilang wifi. Bastard.

Everyday gets repetitive. It doesn't even feel like we are in a marriage. Sometimes, I feel like we did not achieve anything by it. Like we just wasted our time. But I'm sure Kairos is doing things behind my back.

Tutulala na naman siguro ako buong araw.

Tinatabunan ng twalya ang ulo ni Kairos na parang kumot kaya hindi ko nakikita ang kanyang mukha. He's drying his hair aggressively. Nakaolive green siya na cargo pants habang ang hindi pa niya nasusuot na puting shirt ay nakasakbit sa kanyang balikat.

My eyes roamed down his body, taking advantage of his unawareness. Water dripped from his neck, to his chest, down to his stomach. Nagfflex ang kanyang maskuladong katawan dahil sa mariin at mabilis niyang pagpupunas sa buhok.

Napalunok ako. Because I was too flustered to look away, nakatitig na siya sa akin bago ko pa maiwas ang aking tingin.

Dumaan ang mapanuyang ngiti sa kanyang labi.

"Come here," he said, hiding a smile under his command.

Nag init ang aking pisngi at kaagad akong nagtalukbong ng kumot. Humarap ako sa kabila dahil ayaw kong makita kung paano niya ako tinitignan.

Merda!

"Come here, mi esposa," he called in a sweet mocking voice.

What language is that? I don't know. But I'm certain he said it sensually. Cazzo! Kamanyakan yata ang nasa utak niya. Maybe he thought of my gaping as an invitation.

"Poet," he grew impatient.

"Stop calling me that, stronzo!" hiyang hiya kong sabi. "You make me sound like a butt!"

I don't know why I said that so randomly gayong matagal naman na niya akong tinatawag na Poet. But I realized it just now. That really sounds like he is calling me a butt.

"Call me an asshole one more time, let's see who's asshole will be filled."

Napabangon ako at ibinato ang unan sa kanya.

"Bastos!"

His lips tipped up, then he pointed between his legs. "Come here. Tinatamad na pala ako magbihis. As my wife, do the honors of putting my shirt on me."

Nanginginig ang aking labi. My teeth chattered.

"B-bakit ako? T-that's taboo," naestatwa ako sa sobrang pagsisikap na h'wag aksidenteng mapatingin sa kanyang katawan.

"You did not think that while you were fucking me with those horny eyes," he bit his lip, concealing a smirk.

My eyes widened at his vulgar words.

"I guess you get that privilege..." he said. "As long as you're my wife."

Huh! As if I'd give my first to a man who does not even know the concept of love.

"I fuck with feelings," I replied para hindi magmukhang baguhan. Nagkibit balikat ako. "But I think you're allergic to feelings. Guess you'll have to stay celibate, husband. Or find a whore."

A pang of pain passed my chest even though I'm the one who suggested it. I bet suggesting it was useless. For sure, pinatos niya na ang buong Pangasinan.

He only arched a brow at me and glanced between his feet where I was supposed to be.

At dahil sobrang dami ko nang kahihiyan ngayon ay wala na akong ibang gusto kundi ang umalis na siya. Kaya naman sinunod ko na rin ang kanina niya pang utos.