Chapter 13: Big Confession

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Jommack.

"This song is dedicated to my nerdy girl na ni hindi ko akalain na dadating pa pala ko sa point na magmamahal ako at magseseryoso. It's a matter of love and honesty. Sana in time kapag sinabi ko na sayo ang totoo, magawa mo pa din akong mapatawad. Mahal kita." sabay buntong hininga and started to close my eyes and feel the lines of my favorite song.

Without You

It feels like a lifetime,
A thousand days have passed by
Since I held you close to me
If I could see that smile from my friend
I know that I could live again
I need you here with me

Heaven knows what to say
Even though for right
Now you're so far away
I hope and I pray
Somewhere in your heart I'll always stay

Girl, lately my sun doesn't shine without you
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step
And my last breath in my life ending
Had to say just what I was feeling girl
Cause my sun doesn't shine,
Sun doesn't shine without you

This is more for me than for you
Girl, I finally see there's no substitute
For what we have
Do you know how much I love you

And what we share I can't forget
Girl a love like yours I'll never let just slip away
Just promise that you'll stay

Heaven knows what to say
Even though for right now you're so far away
Gonna tell you and show you
Do whatever I can do to get back to you

Girl, lately my sun doesn't shine without you
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step
And my last breath in my life ending
Had to say just what I was feeling, girl
Cause my sun doesn't shine,
Sun doesn't shine

Have you ever seen a flower that never blooms?
Seen a starless night without the moon
Well that's me without you
So come back and turn my nights into days

Girl, lately my sun doesn't shine without you
Never noticed what it feels like to be without you
Feels like I took my last step
And my last breath in my life ending
Had to say just what I was feeling, girl
Cause my sun doesn't shine,
Sun doesn't shine without you..

And again sigawan at palakpakan mula sa crowd. Hayy. Ni hindi ko maappreciate yun kasi may pinagdadaanan ako eh. And it hurts to know the possibility na kamuhian ako ng babaeng mahal ko at ng matalik kong kaibigan na si Migoy.

Nabalitaan ko kasi kay Miguel na nabasted xa ni Sherrizza. Although masaya akong nangyari yun pero nalulungkot kasi nasaktan ang kaibigan ko. Kaya siguro hindi sya nagpapakita sakin. Ilang araw ng hindi naggigitara sa gig si Migoy.

Seryoso nga talaga xa kay Sherrizza na mahal ko. Hayy. Badtrip naman. Nang makababa sa stage, nagdiretcho ako sa bar counter. Bigla namang lumapit sina Yobi at Miguel.

"Tsong, totoo ba yung sinabi mo kanina? In love ka na?.." si Yobi na nakakalokong naka umis sakin sabay tabi sa upuan.

"Eh bat mukhang pinagsakluban ka ng langit at lupa? Diba kapag in love masaya? You look haggard tsong.." si Miguel na nang aasar pang tumabi naman kay Yobi.

"Magulo kasi.." tipid na sabi ko sabay inom ng alak.

"Tsong ikaw ang magulo. Sino bang babae yan ha? Hindi ka nagkukwento. Kelan pa tsong? Himala ata? Kilala ba namin?.." usisang sabi ni Yobi.

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