i, you, & them

lonely

i feel so lonely
do you feel it too?
you try to talk to me
but i don't know you
i'm afraid of you
i don't mean to hate but
something about you sets me off
you make me wanna run away
you make me wanna push you far
i'm afraid of you
and i'm still lonely

i've been alone for as long as i know
my friends they
tredge on a ginormous elephant
when i share something terrible
i feel like a freak
my family they
compare their problems like
like a scale
i feel like a burden in this family
and you say you know what i feel
don't talk to me
leave me alone

i'll be included one day
this loneliness will go away too
you go away every time i'm happy
please leave me with my loneliness
i just wish i was better