Online Love (fem reader × Kenma Haikyuu)

34. Childish games

"I actually wanted to talk to you too Kuroo, what's up? You seem...pissed". He sighed and leaned against a wall "Kenma finally told me what's been bothering him all this time and..." He sighed and I frowned "tell me! Hey!". He chuckled to himself "well, he didn't know how to confess to you. He was worried he'd do it wrong and what you'll say. He was anxious all this time because he tried to figure out what this 'weird feeling' in his Stomach was". My eyes widened, is he for real? Kenma avoided me and was so distant because he thought of how to confess?

"Well that's over now then?" I frowned at Kuroo who gave me the same expression "what do you mean?". "I saw him kissing another girl earlier and when I caught them he said he loves me" "wha- wait what the hell?" Kuroos face darkened and I shrugged. "Don't ask me...I have the feeling whatever I do now I make the wrong decision. I actually wanted to ask you for advice... so when or why did Kenma tell you?".

"Earlier just before the match. He told me he's sorry he was so on edge and explained it to me. But he didn't mention he already confessed. And under what circumstances" I scoffed and nodded. "I'll have a word with him. After all he owes me a explaination why he kissed that girl and how come he now confesses with a simple "I love you"". "He just said it? Straight forward?" Kuro seemed shocked and I nodded, crossing my arms. "I ran away crying - because...ouch? And he followed. He stood a few meters behind me as I ran in Oikawa. Then he yelled that he loves me and wants me to be his girlfriend". Kuroo sat on the ground and I watched him, he seemed distressed. "I don't recognise him. He's So weird. I mean What the fuck! That's nothing like him" I nodded and sat beside him "I agree...that's not the Kenma I love". I leaned my head on Kuroos shoulder, he hugged me with one arm and I sighed loudly. "What now Kuroo?" I looked up to the Black haired boy who looked into distance "Talk to him. Tell him how you feel and why. I think Kenma will understand it perfectly and then gently nudge him to do so as well. Push him a little to tell you what's wrong" "I did. And when I did he pulled away from the cuddles, told me I'm not his girlfriend, ran off and kissed another girl a few hours later, so no thanks" I snapped at him. I stood up and dusted off my shorts "Oikawa told me he's just playing with me and right now I feel like Kenma is!" I whined and pulled my hood over my head in distress. "Don't judge too quick. Communication is key Yn" I nodded in annoyance "fine! But when he runs off again I'm done! I'm done with heart aches because of him. We are not even dating and he causes me so much...no that's not fair he doesn't bring me pain and distress. But worrying about him brings me pain" I quietly whimpered. "Just go to him now and speak to him. It will be fine Yn, and if not I'll be right over with the others. Now lets go back and you two go to the lake to talk" I nodded with a small smile "thanks Kuroo".

We walked back to the others, some still munching on Watermelons. I smiled at the view of the teams talking so peacefully and searched for my Nekoma Boy. And when I spotted him my smile dropped, he's with her.

They sat next to each other and she sat awfully close to him. I felt anger boil up in me! He's playing games on his playsation portable while she leans against him from behind to watch. Why are her hands on his arms and her chin on his shoulder? I gritted my teeth and seriously thought of leaving again. As I took a step backwards to turn around to leave I bumped into someone. I quickly turned around "oh I am so sorry-" but the boy gave me a calm smile "are you hurt?". I was a little straddled "Huh? Me?" He chuckled and nodded "yes. You wear an awful frown on your face, like someone punched you in the guts". Well he wasn't so wrong about it.

I fixed my hair shyly "no I'm fine. I'm sorry for bumping into you! I'm Yn from Karasuno" I bowed politely and he did me the same "Call me Haruki Komi" I smiled and nodded "you're from Fukurōdani right?" I noticed the same uniform Bokuto and Akaashi wear. And he nodded "yes! I'm the Libero" he smiled shyly and I nodded "oh wow! Libero is such an amazing position, you must be really fast then!" He blushed slightly and cleared his throat "you think so?" "Of course? The Libero is a life saviour in some games! Sure setter and defence are important too, but without a good Libero you have bad cards." I smiled up to him. I think I accidentally fed his ego because his shy smile turned into a proud grin. "Well I mean, you're right" he smirked and leaned lower to me "you're awfully sweet yn" I giggled at his compliment and nodded "well thanks, but I bet your manager is just as sweet". He hummed and looked behind me "a little too sweet with the other Teams but she is. A little flirt as well" I frowned and turned my head, so that bitch was their manager?

I little growl escaped my lips "so that bitch flirting with my boyfriend is Fukurōdanis manager?". I gasped and slapped my mouth looking up to Komi again "i- I mean-" "don't worry. Many people call her that, but if that's your boyfriend you should maybe...get her hands off him" I sighed and crossed my arms "we are not official. If he won't push her off, then why should I?". He hummed and leaned closer to my ear, whispering "two can play that game, want to make him jealous?". I frowned "isn't that a little too childish?". But he shook his head with a grin "just a little, plus her disappointed face when it works will be worth it, right?". I shook my head no "I don't want to anger him, but thanks Komi" I smiled politely.

"Plus why should Kozume be jealous of you?" I giggled at the voice and turned to the voice "so friendly, are we Oikawa?". The handsome boy just shrugged with a smile "it's true though, you two are strangers, why should he react to that action?" I hummed "true. But I wouldn't have done it anyways.".

Komi chuckled and nodded "true, but if he troubles you yn, I'm on your side" komi winked before walking to Akaashi. Me and Oikawa watched and then turned to each other "he's right though, Kenma deserves a taste of his medicine." I sighed and shrugged "I dunno...he doesn't do it intentionally-" "she kissed him and now he lets her touch him and all urgh" he did a disgusted grimace, he had a point.

"Fine but don't push him too far...and don't cross friendly boundaries" I pouted and he nodded "Kenma hates me anyways because of past events, everything will make him jealous if it's about you" "if he cares" I corrected.

Oikawa took my chin in his hands and lifted it gently, the sudden action made me blush and lean backwards "oh trust me he cares, he's already staring" he mumbled as he leaned towards my face I leaned back. "Is he?" I whispered and he hummed in agreement, wrapping one arm around my waist "don't worry I won't take it too far" he smiled and I nodded. His fingers went from my face to my hair, tucking it behind my ear "do you want me to lean in for a kiss to trigger him? I won't but he already stood up" I blushed more and wanted to look over when he put a hand on my cheek, pushing my face towards his again "don't look" he whispered yelled. "He stood up?" I asked quietly and he hummed again "and he looks like he is cooking with anger. Last try" I frowned but then his eyes went from mine to behind me, he seemed to make eye contact with Kenma.

"Bingo" he chuckled and pulled me closer to his body, causing me to squeak in surprise, just when I wanted to scold him I got grabbed by my wrist and pulled away from Oikawa. I turned my head in surprise "woah- Kenma!".