Online Love (fem reader × Kenma Haikyuu)

19. Say Goodnight <3

YN POV

I sat on his gaming chair, munching some bean bun. I smiled happily as I watched Kenma setting up the game and stream focused. His side profile was very pretty...

He then sat down himself and put up the stream, adjusting his face cam and turning to me "ready?". I frowned "a facecam?" He nodded and looked at his screen "wow 2 thousand people are in the waiting room?" I gasped in amazement and he nodded.

He chuckled and started the stream, looking at the Camera "Hey guys, it's Applepi. How are you?" I smiled at him, he was so cute.

I leaned my arms on the table and read the chat "yn? Why don't you take care of the chat today while I play until dawn? The game was suggested quiete often!" I nodded "of course!".

I looked back at the stream as Kenma started the game " 'What is Until dawn?' Someone asked. Well if I'm correct it's a horror game where all your decisions have a influence on the ending. It's also pretty much leaned on the butterfly effect." I explained calmly, getting a proud nod from Kenma.

I kept answering simple questions from the chat and the ones I couldn't answer did Kenma since I read them out loud for him.

"Well I think the game is now getting really started! So we won't look in the chat as much anymore. So cuddle up in bed, get some snacks and let's try to survive" he said cheerfully and handed me a headset. "I want you to hear everything too" he smiled and I took it with a nod.

He wore a black headset with blue cat ears and mine was the same model but in red. The cat ears even had LEDS.

I put on the headset and smiled at the nice music playing in the game.

- a hour later-

I hugged my knees, I was tense and scared. This game really stressed me out, it was so intense that I flinched at another jumpscare. I whimpered quietly "Kenmaaa!! Just walk out of the asylum! I think you found every Easter egg!" I whined but he just shook his head "no...what if there's another note" he frowned as he walked through the room. I squeaked as I saw something In the background move "Kenma!" He chuckled and gently pet my head with one hand, not looking away from his screen. "Are you that scared, hm?" He asked softly and I shook my head "no but stressed". He hummed and paused the game "guys I'm gonna take a small break to grab something to drink. Take that opportunity to use the toilet or grab a drink too! Brb" he smiled as he muted the headsets, switched from face came to full game screen and put on his waiting room music. I took off my headset as well and he moved his chair a little so he was looking at me, then patted his knee gently.

I frowned and looked at his lap then back in his face "Huh?" "Come here" he sighed and rolled his eyes. I hesitantly crawled from my chair into his, sitting on his knee shyly. I felt my cheeks heat up when he hugged me gently and made me lay into his arms.

"That game is intense, huh?" He chuckled and I nodded "it's full of cliches and the jump scares are so predictable, yet they catch me every time" I whined. Kenma nodded and played with a strand of my hair "hand me a bun?" I nodded and leaned forward grabbing one and shoving it in his face. He snickered a little and took a bite. "Can we continue?" He asked with his mouth full and I nodded shyly, trying to get up from his lap.

He grabbed my waist to hold me in place and moved his other hand to take his controller. "Put on the headset and hand me the mouse." He said while finishing the bun "then...let me stand up?" I giggled awkwardly. But he shook his head "I want you to stay like this, except you feel uncomfortable?". My breath hitched slightly and I suppressed a squeal of excitement. "Sure" I mumbled and did as he told me.

He wanted me to stay curled up on his lap? I think I'm dreaming.

When he turned back on the cam he leaned back in his chair, moving it self closer to the desk and wrapped one arm around my back, his arms now trapping me and on his controller again.

"Let's continue playing guys!" He smiled at the cam before ending the pause.

I felt a little awkward, I laid in his arms in his lap while he was playing his game. It'd be fine if we were alone, but right now over 3 thousand people saw us on the screen. I hesitantly laid my head on his shoulder and watched him play again, and at every jump scare that catched me, he made his knee bounce a little, making me shift closer to him.

We stayed like this for the rest of the stream.

I grew tired by the time he finished the game. Just as I yawned again he laughed and put down the controller, putting the face cam on full screen. I saw us on his other desktop, I like this view.

Me, curled up on his lap with matching head sets while he games and let's me watch, this is better than watching him over Discord!

Him, with his arms around me, trapping me in his closeness and his sweet smile he gave me whenever I asked him something or scolded him for letting someone die.

"Well...that was 'Until Dawn' my friends. I hope you enjoyed watching! Also please tell me in the comments if I should play with face cam more often. If so, I'd gladly repeat that." I smiled at his moderation and hit him slightly with my elbow, nudging him "oh- and I am sorry I let Emily and ash die..." He chuckled and I nodded satisfied.

"Say goodbye too, love" he smiled down to me.

LOVE???

DID HE CALL ME 'LOVE'?

My brain started lagging obviously and he chuckled turning to his cam. "Guess she's too tired-" with one hand he moved the cursor to the ending stream button, ready to click it whenever he wanted to shut us off.

"So goodnight guys, please leave a like and subscribe if you didnt yet and say thank you to yn in the comments for accompanying me, we all enjoyed that!" And then it happened....

He quickly leaned his head towards mine and put his lips on mine. I was shocked, but not shocked enough to miss the sound of the mouse clicking, ending the stream right when he kissed me.

The viewers got a short shot of his 'confession'.

He slowly moved away again, looking at me anxiously, he probably waited for a reaction of my side. But I was frozen.

If I wasn't, I would have screamed and cheered - everything that I was on the inside.

But I blankly stared at him, still processing the feeling of his lips on mine.

"I'm so-" before he could dare to finish this I cupped his cheeks and pressed another kiss on his lips, but this time I wouldn't let it be just a peck.

I heard him inhale sharply and body stiffening, just like I did earlier but he soon relaxed and closed his eyes.

Now we really kissed.

It was a little awkward and uncoordinated but didn't stop the Fireworks exploding in my chest. His skin felt so soft on my fingertips and his lips felt like they were made for mine.

I don't know how long we kept kissing, it felt like an eternity but also like just a  second. This time I pulled away, catching my breath and shyly looking back to his eyes, which were already fixed on mine.

"That felt...nice" he mumbled shyly before looking away and I nodded slowly. I cleared my throat and stood up from his lap, straightening the Hoodie I wore. He scratched the back of his neck, standing up as well and turning off his PC.

God this was more awkward than I thought!