Online Love (fem reader × Kenma Haikyuu)

24. statement

Kenma POV

We played some rounds Fall guys and normally interacted with the watchers. But of course I did not miss the comments that asked about yn, I simply ignored these.

I put my controller down and switched the screen to full cam, sighing and stretching.

"Well guys, let's just talk a little more serious here" I started calmly. Kuroo seemed to realise the situation and leaned back as well, letting me speak.

"I am glad you guys are so supportive towards the Face reveal thingy -I really am. But come on who cares about my face? You all came here in the first place to watch me play games, my face shouldn't matter for this, right?" I chuckled and adjusted my position.

"Just like my relationships and friends. They don't matter." I spoke in a more serious tone.

"If you have a problem with the fact that I am a normal human being, you are always welcome to leave this community. No hard feelings. But I thought I got your support and Love for playing games with you guys, I got a lot of support the past months, which is amazing. But if you can support a streamer with no face I hope you can keep supporting me with a face and life. If you really feel pressed about the fact that I have friends and possible relationships....maybe this server isn't the right place for you. We are here to enjoy games together, to talk and to forget the stressful world out there for a moment, right? We created a safe place for everyone...so why not for me too?" I sighed. Kuroo patted my shoulder and I nodded at him, I looked behind me, spotting yn looking at me with a soft smile and thumbs up, signalling me the chat is OK.

"I want to keep my private life private. I want to keep streaming with all of you guys but only if you accept my boundaries and yn. If you can't do that, I ask you to leave and just forget this server. Life your life man. And if you say you don't mind or even support what I'm trying to tell you guys, then I'm happy to have such an amazing community.

I want you guys to stop harassing me, my friends and yn. I want you to think about your words and actions...because I am not only a streamer but a human and normal boy with a normal life behind this camera. I...I hope you get what I'm trying to tell you." I cleared my throat and looked into the chat.

"I...I read so often in the past and now that you want me to be happy and that my community has my back, then prove it. I'm fine if you can't, but then please mind your life and leave the hate and cancelling out of here. That's...that's all". I flinched when I felt yn leaning against my chair from behind, ruffling my hair gently.

"We are not here to cause scandals or piss anyone off, we are here to watch applepi play games and to get a break. So let's continue with that, shall we?" She asked softly into the cam. I smiled and reached behind me to take her hand, interlacing our finger shyly.

"Right! So let's keep having fun on this server together! Oh and don't forget - Applepis new merch will be online tonight at 12 am! So get your stuff before it's sold out!" Kuroo laughed and I nodded shyly, I hated it to advertise my merch drops, so he did it for me.

I took a deep breath and nodded, I was ready to continue.

Just when I grabbed my controller a donation cane in, setting off an alert.

'🎵CAT KITTY CAT  CAT KITTY CAT CAT🎵'

YN gasped loudly and I quickly checked the alerts on my other screen, showing me all subscriptions and Donations.

"Wow- thank you 'Mydogiscuterthanyou' for a 6900¥ !!" I gasped.

Donations were normal for a streamer but these alerts only play for donations of over 6500¥ which is a lot of money for me!

"They also wrote a message to it!" Yn added, looking at her screen "I am on your side Applepi. Your life is only your business and I wish you all the happiness as a fellow Apple in this community" she read out loud.

I smiled brightly and looked into the cam "thank you so much!! For these kind words AND the support!" I flinched as another alert came off.

and another one....another one.

"They...are spamming the donations Kenma!" Yn gasped, she scrolled furiously through her phone, trying to read all the donations out loud.

"Uh- 1000¥ from 'Applenumber1' and 'yourmom'! Oh and 2500¥ from 'Applelover291'! Thank you guys so much oh-" kuroo tried to thank all the donaters.

I sat there in utter shock and read all the kind messages for myself, smiling a little after a finished them all.

They were all so kind and supportive towards me and also towards Yn. I was so glad this worked out well, I never got a donation spam before so I was a little overwhelmed! "Yn please close the donation link! I don't want another person to spend so much money" I told her and she immediately logged into the server to close the link.

"Thank you so much guys, but please don't send us so much! Thank you..." I smiled shyly to the cam and Kuroo groaned "Kenmaa!!". I laughed out loud, obviously Kuroo liked the amount of money we got donated.

"Let's...let's just play another game! Among us? We will share the code into the chat so the fastest ones can play with us." I suggested and started the game.

I felt yn lay a hand on my shoulder and I smiled at her small affectionate action. I watched her walking back to the bed and sitting down, she's probably keeping an eye on the chat for now.

I smiled to myself and looked back to my game "alright! Lets start!"

And with that the starting screen was shown.

"CREWMATE"