Online Love (fem reader × Kenma Haikyuu)

35. sweet reconciliation

"I told you once not to touch her!" He snapped at Oikawa who frowned down to him. "Yeah and I told you to cherish her" he cockily grinned. Oikawa really tried pressing Kenmas buttons!

"I am-" "Oh shut up Kozume." Oikawa sighed annoyed "It took you long enough to react. I really had to pull the fake kissing card until you cared enough to move your ass here. And don't tell me Miss side chic was more interesting than yn." Miss side chic? I looked behind Kenma and she actually stood here as well! Holding onto Kenmas sleeve, what the actual...

I pulled my wrist from Kenma and stepped back from them a little, gaining a confused look from Kenma. "Don't tell me you actually play with her" Oikawa seemed to have noticed their body language as well, tears of anger built up in me. "You are such an asshole Kenma" I spat, facing to the ground. "Huh?" He turned to me confused "me? Why?". I scoffed and looked back up to him.

"Are you fucking for real? Earlier you told me you love me and that you want us to be official after weeks of 'unlabelled dating' and for what? To be around that girl again." I pointed angrily at her. And she seriously had the nerves to speak back to me from behind Kenma "well then the love can't be so big" "Excuse me?" I turned to her and when I stepped forward she stepped back. I scoffed "bitch stop acting scared. I won't lay hands on you or I'll loose my position as manager". "Kenma!" She whined and hugged his back, what the fuxk!

I sighed and turned to Kenma, looking him deep in the eyes "if you don't like me anymore just say it. Now and in my face. Please I can't keep doing this shit".
"I still like you and I told you before, I love you" he answered quietly, interlacing our fingers. "Then please..just for once talk to me" I sighed.

"Weren't you the one who almost made out with Oikawa a moment ago?" That girl really got nerves. "She would never. She's a great girl but my only intention was gaining Kenmas Attention. Yn would never kiss another boy when she is clearly in Love with Kenma. Even when other people do" he glared at Kenma at the last sentence. Kenma seemed to now realise the situation because his eyes widened and he pulled his arm from the girl, leaving her shocked.

The tension in the air between us five was so thick, it felt like you could touch it if it thickens even more.

"Let's go somewhere private...please" he asked me quietly and I nodded. I gave Oikawa a grateful nod which he returned. Before that Girl could follow Kenma, Oikawa grabbed her wrist.I didn't hear them anymore but I'm sure Oikawa scolded her. I was dragging Kenma to the lake and we sat on the bay as we stared at the water "well" I started. "Why did you kiss her?" I sighed, hugging my knees.

"I just wanted to comfort you Kenma, I love you and care for you and it hurt when you pushed me away last night. I understand when you are scared to talk to me and Kuroo told me why you're in distress but how is that the reason you make out with other girls?". He frowned and shook his head "I didn't kiss her, neither made out with her. She talked to me, I don't even remember about what and suddenly her lips were on mine. And when I pulled away you already stood there and ran off! It all happened so fast and it was so confusing. So I ran after you just to see you with Oikawa. It made me burst out my feelings! I thought about them for a while now. You know I got really scared when I realised how big my feelings grew for you." He sighed and turned to look at me, I gladly returned the eye contact. "It started out as a crush and I wanted to test it out, yes. And I know that I caused you some troubles with our weird dating way. But I regret nothing. This way I got to empathise with my feelings more and I had enough room to reflect everything. The night at this party when you wanted us to kiss, God i wanted to. There's nothing better than kissing your lips but I told myself I will only share this much intimacy with you when I am sure I won't hurt or use you. I never want to use or hurt you! I tried protecting you from my insecurity and unsure mind. But I think I made it a lot worse with that." I listened patiently to his words and they made sense. For the first time in long I saw my old Kenma. I carefully laid my hand on his as a sign of comfort and he interlaced them immediately.

"That girl, Kaori, she sat with me earlier because she said she needs a break from her team. I didn't even notice her because I was so focused on my game until I noticed you and Oikawa and that other Fukurōdani dude. She asked me what's wrong and then told me to ignore you. But how can I ignore you when I have to watch that boy touching what's mine" he gritted his teeth. "I thought the same. I wanted to talk to you but I saw you two so close I...I got angry and decided to let you be. Then they talked to me and Oikawa said he knows a way to gain your attention. I didn't mean to make you angry, I simply wanted you to drop her...for me. I know, pathetic but how am I supposed to stay calm when she's touching and kissing you! I...I don't want that" I explained, tears welling up again. Only thinking about that scenery hurt.

"I don't know what made her think that she can hold onto me like this and act so close to me but I promise that after that not consented kiss I didn't even talk to her. She's not a side chic how Oikawa called her." I nodded slightly and moved a little bit closer.

"So...you finally found a solution for your troubles?" He nodded "I did. I wish I confessed in better circumstances but it's still true. I developed strong feelings for you before yn, but they grew so unintentionally big and strong that it scares me. I think the right word for it is Love. I love you and I want to name you my girlfriend. Girlfriend with whom I can hold hands, kiss, go on more dates and everything we did before! I want our bond to be like in summer break just...more official." He blushed and looked down shyly. "Only if you want to too".

I smiled brightly and tackled him in a hug to the ground, his shocked expression made me laugh out more and I pressed a passionate kiss on his lips. I noticed his startled gasp but his tense body quickly relaxed and worked with mine. He wrapped his arms around my back and his lips smoothly worked with mine. I smiled into the kiss and cupped his cheeks gently, caressing his left one with my thumb. "I love you too Kenma" I smiled as I pulled away a little. "And I want you to be my official boyfriend so only I can kiss the lips of yours" he chuckled and nodded "sounds perfect." I smiled and attacked his lips with mine again. I made sure to get the taste of her out of his mouth, so only my smell remains on him and only my taste remains on his tongue.

I got startled when a acorn hit my head and I looked up, Kenma got the same expression on his face, he must got hit too.

We both looked over to a angry looking Kuroo "KENMA! DINNER BEGAN!". Kenma blushed deeply and I groaned "he comes in a minute!" "He will if you don't get off him!". Now I blushed and threw a acorn at him "shut up and leave!". He stomped away angrily and I laughed at it looking down to Kenma underneath me.

I still startled his lap from tackling him to the ground and just when I wanted to climb off him he grabbed my waist tightly. I looked at him with a surprised look and his blush darkened "wait a moment please" I frowned and sat back down, leaning back down. "Why? Want another kiss?" I smiled and he shook his head no "no just...give me a moment and don't move" I frowned and nodded "Okay?". He avoided looking at me and I hummed "Kenmaaa~" "yn dont-" I giggled and attacked his neck with my lips, kissing and nibbling on it. "Stooop" he whined and pushed me off him, causing me to laugh. "Why?" "You're gonna leave marks again!" I smiled innocently at him and stood up "that's the point" I stuck out my tongue and helped him to his feet as well. "Shut up and mark me tonight." He sighed and kissed my cheek before running to the follow Kuroo. I touched my cheek with my fingers, my cheeks glowing red.

Tonight?