Blue(Taekook omegaverse)

22

Hours later Jungkook found himself sitting across his therapist who was blessed with a great sense of humor by the way.Humor was key in his profession.

Jungkook narrated all the events that led to his emotional outburst last night.Hoseok was nodding and taking down notes from time to time.He was sitting crossing his legs just across Jungkook.Today Hoseok was giving him strange stares while jotting on his note pad.Jungkook could bet that the alpha was judging him so bad.

"So how did you feel afterwards?Better I guess.You got to blow off steam didn't you?"

"Hyung how could you say that.I felt horrible.I didn't mean whatever I said regarding Yeonie.I would never use her to keep Taehyung in check.What kind of a mother will I be to do that to my daughter.Nayeon needs her father and i don't have the right to separate them.I won't allow myself to stoop that low"

"So you said things you didn't mean just to give him a fright?"Hoseok asked

"Maybe but believe me hyung I won't take Nayeon from him as a way of revenge if he ever hurts me.I can't force him to be with me.My personal sentiments can't be more important than my daughter's happiness"

"Well let's say I believe you."

"Hyung I'm being sincere.I might have a lot of flaws and weaknesses but I'm not that horrible of a person"

"If you do say so yourself.Let's move on.Are you in anyway threatened by your husband's ex.Her presence especially"

"Maybe"Jungkook shrugged

"Why?"

"Because she is now divorced and the chance of them getting back together are quite huge"

"You don't trust your husband do you?"Hoseok asked

"I don't trust anyone.Yeah especially him.I can't trust him.He has hurt me once and he will probably go it again"

"Why not divorce him before he hurts you?I mean you are convinced that he will hurt you anyways.Save yourself from the heart ache and drama"the older said

"Hyung you know I love him.And I don't want my daughter to go through what Taehyung went through when his parents divorced.She is still young and has just met her father.I want her to have a stable family life and a happy childhood"

Hoseok nodded and scribbled down a few notes.He then brought his attention to the omega urging to say whatever he wanted to say.

"I'm scared that my insecurities and anxiety will push him away.Either way he will leave me"

"Do you feel sorry for yourself?"

Jungkook nodded.

"Jungkook listen your anxiety will never push away the right person from your life"

"Do you think he will understand how I feel about everything.How would he.I don't even understand my own feelings."Jungkook chuckled

"You love him but you are afraid of being hurt.Yet again a big part of you wants to stay with him and give your marriage another chance."

"I'm starting to hate myself because I can't stick to one decision.It infuriates me"

"As your therapist I would advise you not to let your insecurities make decisions for you.You usually regret when its too late.Just let things be and see where it ends"the alpha said

"And what if it ends in tears again?"

"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.Every love affair is a gamble because you don't know how it ends.If you are too afraid of being hurt then you will forever be alone.You can never know if you never try.Every relationship has it's problems.It's not a walk in the park"