Sunflowers: Sean Diaz x Reader

Chapter Two: Sex

I'm going to make this note as obvious as possible...

READ THE TITLE!!!!!!!!!

Okay, I think I made my point.

But in case I didn't.

THERE IS SEX IN THIS CHAPTER!!!!!!!!!

Also, reading this, I cringed but idk if it's because I wrote it or because it's just generally cringey, but I don't care.

He closed the door and sat next to me, a little closer than I expected, "Sure."

"Lyla was talking about sex earlier. And I know that's not a conversation you want to have with your best friend, but what about your girlfriend?"

"What do you mean?"

"Are we going to have sex tonight?" I bluntly asked, putting my hand on his leg whilst pushing my hair being my ear. "The first time we did, neither one of us were coherent. It just doesn't seem fair to me."

He touched the hand that lingered on my ear before taking his thumb and grazing my cheek, "If you want to."

"Really?"

"I didn't think you were ready. We haven't been together long," He put his hand over mine nervously, "I didn't want to push you into something you didn't want. I assumed you wanted to just talk."

"I don't need 'to just talk' to enjoy your company," I moved in closer and dropped my volume to a whisper. "We don't need to talk to make a statement"

My heart raced, noticing the few inches between our faces.

"I don't want to have to be patient," I whispered, so quiet, only we could hear. "And the risk of getting caught just makes it a little more exciting, don't you think?"

Before he could respond, I moved off of him to lock the door.

Sshk! The curtains were closed behind me and the loud and sudden sound made me jump a little bit, "Take a breath, (Y/N). It's just Sean— nothing to be afraid of."

My back was to him, but when I turned around, he was towering over me.

"Oh, hey," I chuckled nervously before swallowing.

"Now is your last chance to back out," He tone was husky as he pinned me to the wall, and of course I wasn't backing out, "It's too late for that now."

My mind had already shifted, in a sense.

I put my hands on the side of his neck and pulled his face closer to mine. I was gentle, but I could feel that knot in my stomach that told me I was nervous but also incredibly horny.
As the friction between us heated, we stumbled to his bed and before I could sit down, I tripped over my bag, throwing us on the bed.

I felt Sean grab the scrunchie out of my hair and faintly noticed him put it around his wrist.

We had never shared anything like this before that didn't involve being completely drunk, and I know you can't miss what you can't recall, but...