Run from me darling

Seventeen

Into it-Chase Atlantic

Say she wanna fuck me later
Girl, I'm into it, I'm into it, I'm into it

NINA

I knew I was adopted. It wasn't kept a secret from me. My birth mother was a drug addict who was killed shortly after my birth. I was put into the secret service once my birth name was changed.

My adoptive parents never told me my mothers name or my given name because they didn't know it. They weren't allowed to know anything about my past minus my mothers choice of career.

She sold drugs for pimps. Not knowing anything was the way to keep us all safe. I never asked any questions when I got older because I don't have any desire to know anything about my birth mother.

I don't care about my birth grandparents or any siblings either. My adoptive parents were my parents and they gave me the best life. That is why they were so hard on me and wanted me to marry rich. I don't have a relationship with my adoptive father anymore due to me separating from christian but he worked his ass off for me to have a normal and content life.

He just wanted me to marry rich so I wouldn't have to struggle like he did growing up or struggle at all in general.

I miss talking to my dad but things are better for me and if he can't see that then it is really on him to why we don't talk.

I'll never not admire what all they did for me. I just hate how they go about things. I hate their way of thinking but I was treated like their own.

"I don't know anything." That was the truth.

I couldn't tell them about being in secret services. Only 3 people knew that. My parents and I.

I've never been scared of my past till now. I didn't think it would ever catch up to me.

"That isn't the fucking truth." Castiel raises his voice at me.

What the fuck? Is he really turning on me that fast?

"Are you kidding me right now? You're doubting my loyalty? I didn't ask to be here with you. You came to me, wanting me to work for you and now you want me to stay and not work for you but yet you also don't trust me all of the sudden?"

"Something isn't adding the fuck up. Did someone send you to my club?"

Send me? Is he being forreal right now?

"What? A year and a half ago? Are you that fucking crazy to think you're that special?"

"You could be working with someone else and this person is trying to expose you to break me."

"Why would it break you? You just fuck girls. Don't make me feel special." I felt like shit as soon as I said that.

"You're different but not fucking special darling." My heart drops.

That hurt. That really fucking hurt.

"I'm not arguing with you, not in front of your friends."

"This person might think you know something about Nina and that is what's making you keep her around so in order to get ahead of you, they have to know more about her." Johnny was making the most of it.

I can't believe cas would jump to the worst. I would never betray him.

"Look at her, she knows nothing. She came from middle class and her only skill is waiting fucking tables and being a fucking tease." Castiel's tone was harsh and every word was cutting deep. Did he really feel this way about me?