Run from me darling

Twenty

Woud've, Could've, Should've-Taylor Swift

And the God's honest truth is that the pain was heaven
And now that I'm grown, I'm scared of ghosts
Memories feel like weapons
And now that I know, I wish you'd left me wondering

NINA

I've thought about this moment since I was young. All of those books and romantic movies I've read and watched couldn't prepare me for it though. How lucky am I to have it with someone that my heart loves.

Castiel was much, much more experienced than me but I was the person to make him quiver.

I stand to face him again and he grabs one of my boobs through the green fabric and my head falls back. I left dinner early and stopped at a store to grab something special for him. I'm glad I did. The bedroom was any girl's dream.

I did something small for him, even if it was also for me and I can tell how happy he was with it. I didn't need this outfit to catch his eyes but it just sets things in place.

I didn't have an eventful dinner. My mother didn't even show up and she didn't even give me a heads up so I was stuck with Christian who begged for me back since now his engagement was blown off. She left his ass.

I didn't realize how much I've changed since I met Cas. I told him to shut the fuck up and I got in my car to shop for tonight. To give something so special to someone like Cas. I don't care how others see him. He truly is a different person around me and nobody else has deserved to see that side of him.

They would never understand until they see it.

"I fucking love this color on you."

"I picked it out just for you."

For us

He picks me up and my legs go around his waist and he pushes me against the wall and leaves sloppy kisses all over my neck before finding my lips and my nails glide down his bare back. I felt like he wasn't as close as he could be.

I wanted all of him.

He pulled away before looking at me and sweat was glistening off his forehead. His hair was so sexy when wet. He moves us to the edge of the bed and looks at me as if he was asking me if it was okay to let go and I nod.

"I had the whole night planned out for us but you just couldn't wait could you?" I saw the food when walking in but with all respect, fuck the food. I can't think about eating. I can't think about what will happen after tonight, all I can think about is him.

"I thought I was your dinner." I pretend to pout. He leans down and bites my bottom lip with his teeth.

"You're so sexy when you finally say what you're thinking." He grabs both my boobs with his hands and rolls my nipples with his fingers and everything in me craves more. He hovers over top of me before grabbing me and flipping us to where I was on top.