Run from me darling

Twenty-Five

Gutter-Hana Vu

On my word
Pick me up from the ashes to burn
I wanna be in the heat of it all
And I wanna fall down

NINA

Johnny. That came as a shock to Castiel. I know he said he didn't have friends but I know deep, deep down.. he cares for Johnny.

Johnny admitted everything to us but one thing stayed. Castiel's dad was alive and somehow befriended Ricardo. Johnny was left in the dark on the plans. Ricardo just wanted him to have leverage. Johnny only agreed thinking it would save Trisha.

It was confusing really. Ricardo came to Johnny to take down Cas.. Johnny refused until Ricardo made Trisha fake a pregnancy, making Johnny think Ricardo could hurt Trisha so he agreed but he didn't know who Ricardo was working with.

Trisha would do anything for anyone who gave her the slightest bit of attention.

It was just a shock to him as to who it was that day he was shot. Ricardo betrayed him as well. Johnny really was never a part of Ricardo's plan and Castiel sees it that way. Plus Johnny saved my life. He will forever be grateful to him for that.

Castiel wasn't going to kill johnny.

Johnny might kill Trisha.

Castiel will kill Ricardo.

Castiel's dad might kill us all.

This is a shit show and Castiel was not handling this well. His dad has been alive this whole time. Imagine knowing someone was out there waiting to kill you and for it to be your own father.

He was the one sending us threats. He is the one that wants to take everybody down and it seems like he has a plan that'll work. He could take them all down like dominos. He knew this business and he has been stalking everybody for years.

He knew them like the back of his hands.

He was deadly.

I am in his way. That is why he wants me dead. Ricardo attempt to scare me didn't work and now, the only choice would be to kill me.

"You have to marry me Nina." I look at him in shock. Johnny looked like he saw a ghost again and clearly cas wasn't thinking at all.

Fear was driving him to say wild shit.

"If something happens to me, he can take everything. Everything I've worked hard for. You need my last name. I want you to have everything. That is so he can't take anything now, or in the future. That is what he wants. He is alive and he can do it."

"The state won't allow that. Everything is in your name."

"He can do whatever he wants to do with it. He can come forward and reclaim it. I don't know what has stopped him this far. He can't do anything if I put it in both of our names."

I don't want this.

"You can't be serious." We've only just established that we were something. A wife is completely something else. A marriage means something to me. I don't want to get married just to get a divorce and I don't want to get married and have everything he worked hard for.

I don't deserve it and it scares me to know that at any moment, Castiel can be dead.

He was willing to trust me with absolutely everything. 

Everything.

"He will never see it coming. This is the only way. I can marry anyone but I want it to be you. I trust you and knowing you'll have my last name.. well that just makes me happy."