Chapter 31

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Shawna pov.

I walked in the house as Zach and Indi left out so I didnt miss anything. I've been very distant toward both Chris and Christina. Chris and I go to marriage counseling and we actually have a session today. I heard Christina leave with Royalty and Chris came to the room.

Chris- You ready

Me- Yeah

At the session...

Me- *crying* why do you hurt me...all I do is love you I do nothing but love you. Why the fuck i get this treatment. I try and try to get over the hurt but it's too deep. What did I do to deserve this pain

Chris- Shawna stop crying

Me- I cant!!

He embraced me

Chris-Im sorry baby I really am I love you so much but never knew what love was I'm so sorry baby

He let me go and I fixed my face from crying.

Dr.Jay-Its so obvious you two love each other, but to see progress Shawna you need to let go. I know you need time but you have to let go. When you let go you cant bring up the past when you two argue like you do. You need to stop holding on the the pain. Pain is meant to hurt then pass with you holding on you're letting it hurt and sting.

That was some real shit. Maybe I wasnt satisfying my husband the way i should've. Maybe sexually i was being selfish because they always say 'your man can only take no from his wife so many times that he will go to another woman that will say yes'. This is step 1 into me letting go.

Zania pov.

I ended up having to stay in the same room with the hoe, Indi, and London because Zachary wanted to talk to Tank. Next thing I know my so called boyfriend said bye to Star and took me to his room. He carried me bridal style and sat me on the bed.

Me- *mumbles*Thanks

Tank- Im sorry

Me- What she got that I dont

Tank- I don't know but believe me I did nothing with her

Me- So what yall friends

Tank- Yea

Me- How

Tank- I know everything about her. I know she had her hoe days but that girl has been through somethings she felt that it would be only right to be there for me like I was for her. I did want my space after the funeral but she popped up and I took her offer to go get some frozen yogurt and she just helped make me feel better.

Me- Nigga thats not right at all. How do you think that make me feel. I wouldve been there for you but you wont let me. Let me...

Tank- Ok

I got a text from my mom and she on her way so I just hopped downstairs. I dont feel like making up at the moment let me be mad.

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