Adjusting to change has never been easy for me. In which it's ironic since it tends to be very likely for me. New things just worsens my anxiety, and lately it's been getting worse.
She will begin filming next month. Fuck. She will begin filming next month.
The thought of not seeing Lizzie as I am used to, scares me. I know it will be okay. I know that we will make it work, but for some reason nothing ever goes my way.
All I can be is happy for her. These opportunities will be more than great for her. So as hard as it is for me, I will be there supporting her as well as I can. I can't let myself be selfish. Especially with something this big for her.
So for now all I can simply do is prepare for our amazing first date. I asked her to go on a date with me a couple days ago. Of course she replied with a yes. It will be our first official date as a couple.
One thing I'm still not sure of is if I'm allowed to be touchy with her in public. Paparazzi is beginning to spot her a bit more since she has been more involved in projects.
On New Years she may have been comfortable, but the only reason was because we were around people she is comfortable with.
Guess the only way to find out is to ask...
For now all I can think of is what I have planned for us today.
The good thing is that I got us a driver for the day. We will practically be all around the city today so it will be very useful.
I start my day off with a shower. Choosing out an outfit always takes me a while.
Since it's still a bit chilly out I decide to go with something warmer.
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(of course imagine as you wish, not everyone has the same style.)
As I finish getting ready, I make my way downstairs. Step by step my smile only grows bigger. Everything has to go as planned.
When I walk out of my building, I spot our driver. I give him a smile as I walk towards him.
"Mrs. Y/LN, you may call me Henderson. I will be your driver for the night." He respectfully greets me as he opens the car door for me. Holding out his hand.
"Mr. Henderson, no need for last names." I say as I take his hand to shake. "Please call me y/n." I say with a soft smile.
"Alright, Mrs. Y/N. Shall we wait for your girlfriend?" He asks.
"Actually would it be alright if we make another stop for a moment?" I ask as I look over to Lizzie's building.
"Of course Mrs. Y/N." He responds as I make my way inside the car.
