Blinding Sights

memoir

"Baby wake up." She whispers into my ear.

My body is consumed by her warmth. Her sweet sent beings to invade my nose. My eyes aren't even open but a smile is already planted onto my face. It only grows bigger as I flutter my eyes open and see her pretty eyes.

"Hi." I whisper. "I want your attention." She says while climbing on top of me. I can only giggle at the way she's acting.

"You have my full attention." I begin to fully wake. I look out the window noticing it's still dark outside. We've probably only gotten about an hour of sleep. "It's still dark. You're crazy." I giggle once again.

"Don't say that!" She playfully slaps my shoulder as she pretends to be offended. "It's the truth! Do you not sleep or what?" I tease as I rub my shoulder up and down. Now it's my turn to pretend to be hurt.

"You're really annoying, you know that right?" She scoffs.

"Oh but I know you love it." I can't help but saying it with a smirk, making her rolls her eyes playfully.

"I know something we can do." I speak as an idea pops into my head. She raises her eyebrows in curiosity. "What?"

"Wanna get high?" I look into her eyes with a mischievous look. She lets out a laugh. "Fuck yes."

I slap her thigh lightly to motion her off of me. Making my way into my luggage once again.

"Come on let's go out onto the balcony." I say as I pull out a joint and a lighter. I grab my iPod and my small speaker as well and being playing music quietly. I hold out my hand for her in which she quickly takes.

I feel the cool breeze hit me once we step outside. I give her a wink as I hand her the joint. She gives me a smile while bringing it towards her lips.

I giggle as I watch her struggle to light up the end of the joint. I take the lighter from her hands. Lighting it up while she brings the joint's end closer to the flame, all while looking me in the eye. I can't help but be impressed by the size of her hit. Her skins glows in the moonlight as she exhales the smoke out of her lungs.

A smile is planted onto my face when the following song beings to play.

Siempre me quedará by Bebe. (A/N-If any of you know this song, your taste in music is immaculate.)

She gives me a smile as I quietly sing the Spanish lyrics.

She looks down at the streets for a moment and then turns her attention back to me.

She places the joint between my lips while quickly lighting up the end. I inhale a couple of breaths. Feeling the smoke burn in my throat. I hold it in for a moment as I do I look over to the eyes that are already on me. I bring our faces closer together and take her lips onto mine, while finally letting the air out of my lungs and into her mouth. She quickly gets the gist. Inhaling the remainder of my hit.

Once the smoke is completely out of our lungs. I attach our lips once again. I kiss her with immense passion. Pouring every bit of my love for her. I hold her face in my hands. Caressing her soft skin. Loving the feeling of her warm lips against mine.

The kiss is desperate... but for some reason, something feels off.

I wasn't able to put it into words, but in that moment it felt as if would be one of the last time I ever kiss her.

As if my time was limited with her.

Then, suddenly...

My eyes snap open. I don't realize it at the moment but I'm sweating. Even worse, I don't realize the tears in my eyes. I quickly wipe them off my face.