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Changbin couldn't stop replaying the scene that had just happened over and over again in his head.
It didn't help that Jisung shook his head and walked away as if it were nothing.
He assumed that it was only because Jisung was definitely a fan of physical affection which he was most definitely lacking at the moment.
Either way, it worsened the situation for himself as he was now aware that he was not the only one with those urges.
Chan loves Jisung. Chan has been the happiest he had ever been since he began dating Jisung. He didn't want to be the reason why Chan could lose him.
He hoped that what Jisung had said to him, that feeling he mentioned, would go away once he saw Chan again. Part of him hoped that everything would go back to normal after he saw Chan again. Yet the other part of him wished he would have just kissed him after Jisung had said that.
He assumed that maybe it did considering how Jisung's face lit up the moment he saw Chan when they got on the bus together.
Chan smiled as Jisung wrapped his arms around him once he sat down, taking the seat beside the window as Changbin sat on the other side of him.
"I missed you," Chan said, pressing his lips against Jisung's forehead as Jisung looked at Changbin with guilty eyes. He knew he shouldn't have said anything to him. He knew he shouldn't verbalize the other reason as to why he had been a bit different.
Jisung briefly explained how he had been busy at school but Changbin quickly cut in once he realized how much he was understating everything.
"Sung, you should talk to your manager it's not okay for you to be working that much."
"He can't really do anything about it though. He's trying to find a new person to help me but it's taking a while."
"I'll help him until they find someone new," Changbin added despite the fact that he was scared of what could possibly happen between himself and Jisung considering how their mindsets seemed to be at the moment. But, he desperately wanted to see Jisung happy again so that he could see Chan happy again as well.
"Really?" Chan turned to him with a small smile that soon turned into a look of concern, "will you be okay doing that?"
"If I really don't feel like I can go one day then I won't."
"Love you," Chan said half-jokingly and gave him a hug. Changbin looked up at Jisung who simply showed him a small smile, leaned his head on Chan's shoulder, and let his hand rest on top of Changbin's. Changbin couldn't tell if it was intentional or not but something about their current placements made him happy.
He wished things could simply be like this. Comfortably, with both of them, causing his heat to thump against his chest.
But he knew Chan loved Jisung, not him. He would just ruin everything by trying to interfere.
He listened to the two catch up with each other and Jisung was about to get off on his stop but Chan stopped him and made him go back to his and Changbin's apartment instead.
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FanfictionIn which Changbin develops feelings for his best friend...and his boyfriend "Another boyfriend just means more kisses." started: 10/9/22 end: ???