More/ 3Racha

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-not proofread bc i would end up deleting the chapter-

"It's getting pretty late, I should prob-" Jisung got cut off by Chan pulling him into his lap so that he was facing him and putting his hand over his mouth.

"You aren't leaving."

"But-"

"And," Chan interrupted him again. "You know you don't want to leave so why not just tell us that? Hmm?"

"You can talk to us about anything baby," Changbin said, standing up and walking towards his two boyfriends, one of which was now madly blushing.

"I just- I don't know. Honestly, the thing with the skirt still kind of makes me uncomfortable. I know that you guys don't mind it and you've done plenty to prove that to me it's just- when I walked in on you guys it made me feel that way all over again. You guys have much more in common than I do with either of you and you've known each other way longer...I can't help but sometimes think that you two love each other more than you love me and I just thought that maybe our first time would be together, like all of us. But it's fine if you guys don't want that, I was being overdramatic, you can do whatever you want with or without me." Jisung rambled, causing both of his boyfriends to go silent for a moment as they took in everything he had said.

"Do you know how obsessed Chan was with you when you started riding the bus together?" Changbin asked, finally breaking the silence.

"No?" Jisung responded, looking at Chan, confused.

"Every day he would come home and tell me about the 'pretty boy' on the bus, what he was wearing, how his makeup looked, whether he looked like he had gotten enough sleep. That was the first time I had ever seen Chan act like that with someone, it made me a little jealous. It wasn't until I saw how Chan acted with you that I realized how amazing of a boyfriend he could be."

Chan smiled softly as he heard Changbin talk, the black-haired boy hadn't even told him about this before and the small smile that appeared on Jisung's face just made everything, somehow, even better.

"I didn't even realize that I liked Changbin romantically until I saw him with you. You know I get jealous easily but when you two did stuff together, it made me happy. I still felt included even if I wasn't in the moment."

"You're the glue holding us all together Sungie, I don't think Chan and I would have ever even developed feelings for each other if not for you," Changbin added and smiled when Jisung leaned closer to him and placed a quick kiss on the lips.

"And of course we want you to be included, you're just- we know you haven't done anything before and we don't want to make you uncomfortable by initiating anything if you aren't ready," Chan explained, gaining Jisung's attention again.

"I promise I will let you know if I'm ever uncomfortable with anything," Jisung said quietly, holding out his pinky which Chan immediately hooked with his own.

"And our first time will be together if that's what you want," Changbin added. "It's not something we need to do, we just got carried away. We can do it whenever you're ready to."

"I'm sorry again for making you feel like-" Jisung got cut off for what felt like the millionth time that night by Changbin quickly kissing him again, "It's not your fault that something's wrong with my mind."

"I love you," Jisung said quietly, giving Chan a quick kiss as well since he realized that he hadn't yet.

"We love you too," Chan said, cupping the side of Jisung's face. "See? Don't you feel better now?"

"Yeah, a lot better," Jisung smiled, leaning in again to kiss his blonde boyfriend, their words had given Jisung enough confidence to push Chan onto the bed, not breaking their kiss.

Changbin watched, smiling when Chan grabbed a hold of one of his, the other loosely held onto Jisung's waist.

"Binnie come here," Chan instructed, the black-haired boy laid down next to Chan and began gently kissing his neck while the older went back to kissing Jisung.

Chan let a small noise escape his mouth which immediately filled him with embarrassment as he gently pushed Jisung so that he was lying on his back.

"Nothing to be embarrassed about Hyung," Changbin said in a way that he knew would only make his boyfriend more embarrassed before kissing him.

Jisung watched, taking mental note of how Chan slipped his tongue into Changbin's mouth, which he had never done or had done before but they were making it look pretty nice.

Changbin glanced at Jisung from the corner of his eye, moving away from Chan.

"You're so pretty," he complimented, kissing every inch of his face before finally connecting their lips. Chan took it upon himself to start leaving marks on Jisung's neck while the two continued.

Jisung, although had the most extreme case of butterflies he had ever had in his life decided to slip his tongue into Changbin's mouth. Saying that he surprised him would be an understatement.

"Did you learn a few things watching us?" Changbin asked, moving away slightly, only for Jisung to ignore his question and go right back to kissing him.

"Are you okay?" Chan asked since obviously things were getting a bit heated.

"Yeah, it's okay," Jisung said before they did anything more.