He, She, I, and When

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  • Dedicated to The boy who will know the truth...
                                    

**I wrote this after my best friend/crush had sex with a girl in the grade below us and broke my heart. I didn't talk to him for either a week or two.

He tells me he’s in love with her,

I feel my heart break in two.

He tells me she’s the one,

I shrivel up and die.

He tells me he wants to spend the rest of his life with her.

I cry myself asleep with tears of blood.

She starts changing he tells me,

I feel it coming.

She wants to see other people he says,

I want to tell him she’s stupid for letting him go.

She breaks his heart in two and he cries,

I want to kill her on the spot yelling that she’s a stupid bitch.

He finally calms down after a few days,

My heart mends and feels hope.

He tells me that I’m the only one he loves,

My heart starts beating again.

He says he only wants to be with me,

My heart sores and brings me to life.

I smile when he goes back to normal,

But know it won’t last.

I laugh with him as he makes stupid jokes,

Trying to hold onto all these feelings.

I feel my heart breaks as he tells me that he’s found his soul mate,

And it all happens again.

When will we get out of this cycle,

That breaks my heart and kills me?

When will I finally tell you how I feel,

That I love you and I’m the one?

When will you realize I’m the one,

That will never hurt you?

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