Poems for Everything (Part#1)

Fear of Love

**This was written when two of my friends told me that they think I'm falling in love with my Best Friend...

I fell in love once,

the guy was everything to me.

I thougth we would last foever,

but then he told me:

         "It's over."

I don't know how long I cried,

but I remember becoming numb.

Then someone reached through the fog,

and pulled me out.

The pain hit me head on,

but he held my hand through it.

I slowly became the girl I once was,

and it was all cause of him.

I'm scared of falling in love again,

but what if my heart is already deciding:

        "It's time, it's him."

Am I ready for something like before?

Or am I just fooling myself?

I'm scared to be out there still,

I'm scared I'll lose him,

I'm scared I'll go through the pain agian

and never get through the fog.