Poems for Everything (Part#1)

It's Not Over

**I wrote this cuz it was buzzing in my head. There's no big story behind it...or at least I don't think there is.

You say:

“Sorry for what I’ve done to you.

Can you forgive me?”

You pause.

“For you it’s over,

But for me,

it’s not over.

I still love you.

But you?”

You wait for my response.

But all of our memories,

Happiness,

Loneliness

Tears,

Smiles,

Crying,

Laughing…

“Please come back.

I miss you a lot.

As I’ve said,

It’s not over.”

I look at you,

Showing how I feel about you

In my eyes.

Finally I speak:

“For me,

Past is past.

If you’re disappointed,

Sorry.”

I kept the tears back,

My voice down,

And said calmly:

　

　

“I’ve cried

for you.

I’ve laughed

for you.

I’ve changed,

Just for you!”

I looked down,

Tears in my eyes.

“Now I’m alone,

Just because of

You…

Now I’m alone…

Without you.”

I look back at you,

Putting force in my words.

And yelled,

As loud I could:

“If I die today,

What will you do!?

Come after,

Or just pretend

That your not affected!?”

You weren’t fazed.

You looked me in the eyes,

And said:

“I love you.

Like you love me.”

I wanted to scream,

I wanted to slap you.

But instead,

I said,

In a monotone voice: